But I… I can’t. I’m lost to this man’s touch.
Knowing Krolic and Master Pillar are here, too, just escalates the forbidden desires growing inside me.
I don’t even know who I am here. What I do know is that I need these men. Iwantthem.
When I woke up and realized my experience wasn’t a dream at all, but reality, I felt relieved. Because a part of me would have been devastated to learn what happened between the three of us was just a fantasy.
It’s real.
All of this is real.
I’m… I’m an Omega.
And these Alphas believe I’m theirs.
I could fight it. Ishouldfight it. Especially after thelessonCraze just gave me with his hand around my neck.
But I enjoyed the feel of his dominance.
Just as I like how it feels to have him on top of me now.
Gods, it’s all sorts of messed up. However, this world is crazy. So why can’t I just indulge in it and be free? Why do I need to be concerned with anything else?
This is my life now, right?
As an Omega in Monsterland.
With three very sexy men who seem to think I’m their mate.
One of whom is tenderly kissing my neck, like he’s apologizing for choking me. It feels good. Warm.Safe.
But before I can get too comfortable, he palms my breast and pinches my nipple. I gasp, conflicted by the varying sensations.
“Craze,” Krolic says, a hint of authority in his tone. “She doesn’t know what a knot is yet.”
The male on top of me pauses, his fingers releasing my bruised flesh as he lifts his head to look down at me. “Is that true, gorgeous? Those two didn’t properly knot you last night?”
I shiver, uncertain of what he’s talking about. Master Pillar and Krolic pleasured me with their mouths. However, knots…? I clear my throat. I have no idea whatknottruly means.
“Is that the metal?” I ask him, referring to the glimpse I caught of him naked. I can feel some of it now, too. Right against my sex. “The, um, piercings?” I try again, unsure of what else to call it.
I’m familiar with the concept of piercings—Baroness Clarice’s daughters had their ears pierced. But the kind Craze has, well, that’s not one I’ve ever seen or heard of before.
He chuckles. “You really are innocent, Ailsa.” He presses a kiss to my lips before I can respond to that. “Corrupting you is going to be the highlight of my life.”
I shiver. He used that word right before Krolic and Master Pillar arrived, saying how he couldn’t wait to corrupt every inch of me.
I want that,I think.I really want that.
Except he rolls off of me now to his side, leaving me sprawled out on his bed as he props himself up on his elbow. “Explore me, gorgeous. Consider it your reward for being such a good girl for me.”
Gods, why do those words make me blush?
All three men have said similar things to me, praising me for beinggoodor following an order. It should be condescending. But something about the way they say it, like they consider my acquiescence to be a gift, makes me feel revered.
I was never worth anything in my world.
Everything changed with a single drink.