Page 52 of Thor
“No. Yes. Maybe. I didn’t fucking know what he was going to do.” I shrugged. Felix had been angry, and while I hadn’t expected him to bring a Beretta to the funeral, I had suspected he’d start a fight. He’d been furious at me for so long, an explosion was bound to happen.Fuck. What a disaster it had been, too. I had to leave Wittstock knowing that the town wouldn’t forget what happened. “Either way, he wasn’t going to fucking touch you.”
“Why did you let him treatyoulike that?” he whispered, mouthing kisses along my jaw. “You didn’t deserve that.”
“That’s why I didn’t want you to come, Loki.” I scrubbed my hands over my face, an ache starting to pound in the forefront of my head. “That man you saw in Wittstock was Tobias. The real Tobias. I fucking hate him because that man killed his best friend. He made a stupid decision that hurt everyone.” The breath caught in my lungs, trapped and unwilling to move in and out of my airways. Fear swelled in my chest as I imagined Loki going back to tell our brothers and sisters who I really was—a coward. “I fucked up.”
“So?” Loki slid his hand over my chest, rubbing circles over my heart as though trying to heal it. “We’re allowed to fuck up,Tobias. Even take lives. Does it hurt? Probably. I don’t know what it’s like to accidentally kill a friend, but I do know you, and you’ve more than made up for it with the Lords. You saved our asses more times than even Rig wants to admit. You’re our fucking VP and you’re good at it. We don’t give two flying fucks what Wittstock thinks about you. Whether you’re Thor or Tobias, you belong to us now. Me. You’re mine.”
“Am I?” I grabbed him around the waist and dragged him on top of me, my palms clasping his rounded asscheeks and squeezing. I flicked my tongue against his ear and sucked the lobe into my mouth. His moans vibrated against my chest as he rocked his hips forward, crushing our cocks together.
“Tell me something,” Loki murmured. “You mentioned a forum before, where you discovered other guys who were into the whole breeding thing. Show me?”
I tilted my head in surprise. “You want to see it?”
“Why not?” He tickled his fingers over my chest, smirking. “I want to see what they have to say.”
I thought about it for a moment, before I nodded. Rolling him back onto the floor beside me, I crushed my lips to his for another kiss. I grabbed my phone, opening it to the website I’d browsed more times than I could count. I’d wanted to understand who I was and why I was into the kink, but I never got answers. It didn’t matter, though, because I met guys who felt the same way as I did.
I dragged up a forum from one of the guys who always popped up with stories and questions. His name wasZeeand he was in love with his straight best friend. He often spoke about how he enjoyed wearing a fake pregnancy belly and pretending he’d been knocked up.
The latest post was about another breakup with a man who couldn’t understand his kink. I felt bad for the kid. I passed the phone to Loki, and I cuddled him closer as he read.
“Damn. Can you imagine dating someone and telling them your wildest fantasies and they treat you like it’s wrong?” His mouth twisted. “Sounds like this Zee dates assholes.”
“Yeah, it does,” I agreed. I’d been lucky with Loki.Fuck. I was more than lucky, I was downright fortunate that he accepted my kink and went along with it. He hadn’t even blinked twice about it. Not many guys could say they had a partner like mine.
We laid there and read for another half hour before Loki hit the Power button to lock the phone and threw it aside. He stared up at me, the freckles on his face more prominent than usual after our time on the road in the weather. His eyes filled with lust, and after browsing the forums, I understood why. Pictures of men in baby bellies and full of spunk littered that site.
“Show me that I’m yours, Tobias.”
“Yeah?” I tasted his lips again, unable to get enough of him. “Let’s go out to that pool and get naked. Let me eat you out against the edge.”
His eyes darkened and his tongue flicked across his delicious mouth. “What are we waiting for?”
He wriggled his way out of my arms and stood, grabbing my hand and yanking me to my feet. Winking, he shook his ass in my direction and took off out the door. I laughed, following him into the darkness. A few lights lit the narrow pathway that led to the pool, but it was dim and the working bulbs flickered.
The humid air had sweat clinging to my skin, and in turn, my shirt beneath my cut. The material felt like glue against my chest, and I grimaced as I let Loki lead me to the pool. He slid inside the gate and was already shedding his leather cut and shirt by the time I got close to him.
The full moon sparkled across the crystal water like a thousand diamonds. A light breeze created ripples, and if the owners of this place got rid of the shitty lights that buzzed and flickered, it might look like a million bucks. It was as if they took care of the pool but let the building go, and I had a feeling that had to do with the crackheads that visited more than vacationers.
Loki gave me a puckish grin as he unbuttoned his jeans and slid the zipper down, revealing tight black briefs I loved seeing on him. “Are you going to get naked or stand there all night?”
“I’d be happy to watch you,” I said, even as I slipped off my cut and threw it onto one of the poolside chairs with their mottled gray mesh.
Loki shoved his pants down to his ankles and kicked them off, and they went flying through the air and landed in one of the hedges. “Get naked. You promised to eat me out.”
I chuckled and unbuttoned my shirt. “You’re so impatient.”
“I know what I want,” he whispered, making a show of licking his lips as he hooked his thumbs in his underwear. With slow, measured movements, he dragged the briefs down his long legs and to his ankles. When he straightened again, he kicked the briefs off in the same direction as his jeans. His naked skin gleamed and my mouth watered.
He turned his back to me and grasped his ass cheeks, spreading them for my gaze to feast on, and his hole peeked out between those pale mounds of flesh.
“Come and get it.” His voice turned husky as he released his hold on his ass and walked toward the pool. He took the steps down into the water, and it rippled around him like he was a god and it was parting for royalty.
My cock twitched and my blood turned hot. I took the rest of my clothes off as quickly as I could, throwing them on the lounge before rushing into the pool after him in a less elegant way. I was more of a bomb being dropped into the water.
Loki’s laughter filled the still air and his hands cut through the water as he tried to flee from me, but I reached him in record time and threw him over my shoulder as though he weighed nothing. He slapped my wet back as I waded toward the side and threw him over the edge, his ass in the air and his chest flat against the stone that surrounded the pool.
He wriggled against my grasp, and I slapped my palm against his right cheek, making him freeze.
