Page 60 of The Apprentice
I pulled away to lick the tip before tilting my chin back to stare up at him.
“Is this what you want, boy?” I murmured, swiping a line up his cock and across his slit.
Fionn whimpered and bit down on his bottom lip. “Yeah. It’s where you deserve to be after the bullshit way you treated me.”
“You’re right,” I murmured, nuzzling the side of his length. I laid a couple of kisses along his hardness and watched him shiver. “I’m sorry, boy. Let Daddy Daire make it up to you. Letme.”
He snorted, clearly in disbelief. It hurt that he didn’t trust me, but I didn’t blame him. I’d royally fucked up. “You’ll be more than making it up to me. You’ll be begging for forgiveness until I say it’s enough.”
I laid my hands on Fionn’s thighs and ran my palms along them, getting a good feel of hard yet wiry muscle beneath. I couldn’t get enough, wanted to touch his skin all day, every day.I slid my right hand under him until I was where I wanted to be and pressed my finger to his hole.
He bit his lip hard enough that it began turning white and spread his knees farther, giving me more access to work with. He quivered and his chest heaved in deep, fast breaths. “Do it. Lube in the pocket of my pants.”
My heart gave a painful tug. He was going to use that tonight—with Michele. I’d nearly lost him. The reality was a baseball bat to the chest. I held back a gasp that threatened to slip out.
I licked my lips and pulled my hand back so I could grab the lube packet out of his pocket. Once I had the foil open and lube on my fingers, I returned my hand to its former position. I nuzzled his cock again, tongue dragging along the hard flesh, before I pushed my finger inside his tight hole.
A moan slipped out of him. I couldn’t decide what I wanted to do more—watch every reaction I dragged from my boy or suck him off until he exploded in my mouth.
He’d given me an order, though, and I wasn’t going to ignore it. No, I wasn’t going toignore himanymore. I’d done enough of that for a lifetime, and he deserved more. I’d be a better Daddy for him.
I took Fionn’s cock back into my mouth, sucking the head before I took the entire length in. He shuddered and jerked forward, his cock shoving deep into the back of my throat. I choked, but he pushed in deeper until he was halfway down my windpipe and my nose was pressed into his groin. He stayed there, his hand at the back of my head holding me in place, and I gagged, but stayed perfectly still. I was at his service. I shoved my finger into his hole even deeper, searching for that magic bundle of nerves that would make my boy lose his mind.
He deserved my submission in this way. I’d give him the world, if only to say sorry for all the past mistakes and the painI’d caused him. I’dhurthim and that destroyed me. Fucking idiot.
The moment my finger hit his prostate, he trembled and moaned. His cock exploded, filling my mouth with delicious creamy cum that I swallowed down effortlessly. Usually, I took pleasure in receiving a blowjob, and while I gave when I could, over the years he’d preferred to do the worshiping.
Now Fionn didn’t ask, he didn’t give, he’ddemanded.
He release me, and I retreated.
I licked up the final drops of cum and sat back on my knees. I pulled my finger out of him and stared up at him. “How was that, boy?”
Fionn shivered where he leaned against the wall and rolled his head, as though still escaping the last throes of his release. Exhaling, he reached down to pull up his jeans, but I slapped his hands out of the way and did it for him, going as far as zipping and buttoning him up.
“I’ll think about it.” He straightened and swiped his tongue over his bottom lip. His knees shook, but he kept his position above me. “You will hear from me.”
He went to leave, but I jumped to my feet and grasped his arm again, spinning him around. “You’re not still going on a date with Scotti,” I growled.
Fionn’s eyes turned to flint. “Yes, I am. If you think I’m going to forgive you after one blowjob, then you’re insane.” He leaned in. “You fucked me for years and used me when you should’ve treated me like a goddamned prince,DaddyDaire,” he said, voice lowered. “You don’t get to be let off the hook so easily. So yes, I’m still going on a date with Michele. Now, if you’ll excuse me.”
He went to turn again, but I kept my hold on his arm.
No!Fuck no. I wasn’t going to lose him to Michele’s foolish romantic gestures. I couldn’t. Panic held my lungs hostage andbreathing felt like walking through fire. It burned. It hurt. I was going to lose Fionn if I didn’t act.
I needed to tell him the truth. “I was in love with your father.”
He froze. “What?”
“Fuck.” I ran my hands down my face and sighed in defeat. Maybe I’d lose him by telling the truth. “That’s why I didn’t want a relationship with you. I was in love with your father, and I didn’t want to use you as a replacement, boy. I was afraid that by being with you, I’d make you one.”
He blinked slowly. “Are you... fucking kidding me?” He spun around and shoved me back a few steps. The anger in his gaze was a fire so hot that it could’ve burned me into ash. I’d deserve it. “You let me pant after you like a fucking dog because you loved my father and thought you were sparing my feelings because you didn’t want touseme?” He laughed abruptly, and the guards nearby stared at him as though he’d gone insane. I didn’t blame them. The sound was unsettling, and the terror I felt hearing it worked its way deep into my bones. This wasn’t my Fionn.
Maybe he had finally lost all sense of reality.
He was mad and had every right to be.
“That is the most ridiculous excuse I’ve heard in my life.”
