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I stuck it out, a shimmer of embarrassment running through me. I must have looked like a dog. And yet a smile flickered across his face. His cock grew, his eyes focused on me.
He pulled down my lingerie so that the lace was underneath my breasts, letting them spill out, hanging down. Instinctively, I put my hands behind my back, thrusting my chest out, and he cupped and twisted my breasts until I writhed in need.
“Such a dirty girl,” he growled. “My dirty girl.”
I leaned into his touch, wanting more, and he pulled out his cock, thrusting it between my lips, fucking my mouth so quickly that my eyes watered, followed by one deep thrust into my throat, making me gag—then he grabbed me by the hair, forcing me on all fours as he brought me through the open space. We had barely made it all the way into the suite.
“That’s it. Crawl,” he said. I followed behind him as he snickered at me. “That’s it, slut. Come get the cock you always wanted.” He sat on a loveseat in the dim light, sprawling back, as if he didn’t have a care in the world. Then he patted his legs. “I’m waiting.”
Unsure of what I was supposed to do, I reached for his cock, using my mouth and hands to work him, and though his muscles spasmed showing his enjoyment, he didn’t make a single noise to communicate his desires. The quiet made me nervous. Did he like this, or not? I sat back on my haunches, waiting for his instructions. He stared at me, letting me sweat.
“Open your mouth,” he finally said.
I did as I was told and he spat down into my mouth, then shoved a hand under my chin, closing my lips. I swallowed his spit, my mouth hungry for more.Always morewhen it came to him. I didn’t want to be stuck in my head anymore, worried about everything that could go wrong or if I was doing the right thing. I wanted to be his. I was his receptacle. His ashtray. His servant. I was everything and nothing more than that. I wanted to be all of it. To be anything he wanted me to be.
“Forget about everything going on in your brain,” he said, leering down at me. He grabbed the back of my head, shoving my mouth down over his cock again. “Forget about everything. I will always be an Adler. But for now, it’s just us. You’re not who you think you are. Right now, you’re mine, Mads. You will learn this.”
He pulled me up by the hair, both of us standing. Though he was taller than me, for a second, we stared at each other on the same level, grounded with each other, seeing eye to eye. Derek would always be an Adler. I would never be able to change that. And me? I would always be—
Could I ever let go of who I was?
His tongue ripped into me with a kiss so forceful he took my breath away. Then he swept his arms around me, carrying me back to one of the bedrooms with an infinitely large bed. He whipped me around, forcing my stomach down onto the bed, pushing me up so that I was lying face down on the mattress. Then he yanked up the sides of my lingerie like he couldn’t bother taking the time to get me naked. He needed me right now. His cock plunged into me from behind, and with each thrust, I gasped. He hit my cervix, a full, dull pain mixed with a sensation that built into pleasure, his balls slapping into my clit.
“I know who you are, Madison,” he whispered, and my stomach clenched, but he fucked me harder, willing me to forget those fears. “Remember that. Every time you think you can outsmart me, you haven’t. And you never will.” He moaned, the sound transforming into a howl, the orgasm twisting our bodies in a powerful rip current that took our breaths away.
Finally, when the pulsations subsided, when we found the air again, Derek dragged his lips over my ear and growled, “I will take everything I want from you, Mads. I own you. From your heart to your soul. And you’ll give it all to me because you want to.”
And he was right. Everything that once belonged in my soul was now his.
CHAPTER 16
Derek
The warm morning light shone through the windows. Maddie stirred beside me. Most of her makeup had come off, evidence that I had fucked her thoroughly throughout the night. Afterward, she had collapsed on the bed and I had pulled her into my arms. I stared at her now, admiring her natural beauty. The scent of her skin. In that room, for those short moments, she was mine. Nothing outside of that bedroom existed. Just us.
And for a while, it was all I wanted.
But an instinct tore away at my resolve. Maddie had secrets that would tear us apart. Her past was owned by someone else, someone more sinister than she let on. And until she told me the truth, she would never be truly loyal to me.
I held onto the idea that there was still a chance Maddie could prove herself to my family. We were getting closer to Muro. If Maddie could show me her loyalty by killing Muro, then that would be enough.
I hoped it would be enough.
My phone vibrated. Luckily, it was against me, so it didn’t make much noise.Wilflashed on the screen, my brother. I couldn’t ignore the call, but I wanted to. I wanted this to be our moment, Maddie’s and mine.
But my brother never called to chat. It was always for business.
I let myself out of the room quietly, then answered in the living room.
“Yeah?” I asked.
“Axe is on the line too.” Axe didn’t say a word, but I knew he was there.Shit.This wasn’t good if they were calling me together.
“What’s going on?”
“It’s about Maddie,” Wil said slowly, checking for my reaction. “Or should I say, Madison Muro.”
My fists clenched, my body blazing with fire.
