He nods. “I see. Well, I hate to break it to you, ma’am, but your ex-boyfriend is missing, too. He apparently called family, stating that he was going to look for you when the snow stopped—and that the two of you had gotten into a fight, breaking up on the way. He stated you turned into the wrong driveway.”
Her face falls, and sheactuallylooks heartbroken, shocked, and taken aback. “Yeah, to my surprise, he wasn’t so serious about us. I broke up with him, but I don’t understand? How can he be missing?”
“Cameras at his place show that he left his residence as soon as the snow stopped from the first storm. He never returned. Though, I have to admit, I’m still trying to figure out how you ended uphere.The Shatz cabin is nearly twelve miles to the east of here.”
“Wait, what?” She shakes her head. “My GPS was taking me down this road.”
He nods. “This address actually only differs by one road number, so it’s not all that surprising you ended up way out here.”
She nods. “I’m just lucky I ended up here instead of freezing to death.” She doesn’t look at me as she says the words, but they seem so ironic, given all the hell I’ve put her through—and now, she’s so graceful and earnest with her answers.
Maybe I’m not the only psychopath in this relationship.
“Well, I’m glad I thought to head this way,” the officer continues. “I need to radio this in. Your family will be relieved to find you in good health.” As he goes to step away, Em reaches out, touching his shoulder.
“But please tell me search and rescue is looking for Adam, right? Like he can drive in this weather, but… But how long has he been missing? I don’t?—”
“Ma’am,” he gives her a pained expression. “No matter how well someone is accustomed to this weather, blizzard conditions are dangerous. Best case scenario at this point, he’s going to show up after digging himself out, but…” He lets out a sigh. “Yes, we have recovery teams out searching now.”
“Recovery?” she echoes him, her voice breaking. “I thought you said he might show back up.”
“Just trying to be hopeful,” he says, giving Em a sympathetic expression. “It’s a slim chance, but it’s the best-case scenario at this point.” The officer then eyes me. “I’m just glad I have some good news to report. Your family is already on a flight here.”
Oh shit. Her family is coming? I can’t handle that.My heart jumps to my throat, the bubble I was living in up until that point bursting.I can’t let her stay here with me. She has to go home.I’ll never make the transition right now.
Em continues to chat with the officer, bullshitting him with sociopathic lies about her time here, and her worries for Adam. I stand outside in the cold, watching it unfold in surreal time with my arms folded across my chest. Iwantto be the guy for Em—but I have no ideahowI can be that for her.
While they chat, I start to back away, and then slip back inside into the cabin. I quickly make my way through house and up the stairs, not stopping until I make it to my lookout room. I ignore the rifle leaned in the corner and go for the desk, pulling open the bottom left drawer. There sits a cell phone, and I pull it out along with its charger. I plug it in to charge, shoving it behind the desk, and then retreat, heading back outside with Gunner.
“Sorry, had to grab the dog,” I say, clearing my throat when they both look at me. Gunner trots alongside of me, wagging his tail and then stopping to piss, playing the part exactly as he should.
“I’m sure Mr. Martin can give you the directions to the airport, if you’d like to meet your family,” the officer continues to Emersyn, his voice bright. “From there, you can make your plan to either remain in the area or return home. I’ll close the report. I highly suggest getting a phone, though.”
“Thank you,” she says with a soft smile, tears brimming her eyes. “I’ll grab one as soon as I can.”
I frown at the sight of her, still trying to adjust tothisEm. I’m fucking flattered that she’s not outing me for everything I’ve done, but I’m also unnerved by the ease in the way she’s putting on a show.
The officer bids goodbye to the two of us, and then climbs into his SUV, backing out of the driveway. Em lets out a heavy sigh, and then turns to me.
“You’re coming with me, right?”
I raise my brows. “What?”
“To get a phone?”
“No, Em, I’m not. I’m not going with you anywhere.” I spin on my heels and head back for the cabin. Now that the bubble has burst, and reality is crashing down around me, I know the answer to everything.
“Turner?” Em chases after me. “I’ll come right back. I just need a phone to call my family and let them know I’m okay. I’m going to have to deal with Adam going missing…”
“I know,” I say, holding the door open for her. “But even though I told you I’d work on things—I’d be good for you—that doesn’t mean I can just go out gallivanting like a normal fucking person. I’m not fixed, Em.”
Her lips part, brows furrowing. “I know that. I’m sorry. I’ll go and take care of everything, and then I’ll come back. Just let me get everything sorted… I’ll stay with you. I’ll get you a phone, too.”
I close my eyes, turning to her. “Ihavea phone. Ihaveaccess to the world. Ichoosenot to use it.”
Her jaw drops. “You told me you didn’t.”
“I lied.”