Page 30 of Reckless Abandon
London shifts to a sitting position and Sage places his hands behind his head.
Suddenly, the nerves jumble together in my stomach like a highway loop in LA. Tangled up in a weaved mess.
“You’ll have to forgive my lack of finesse,” I admit, heaving a sigh and inhaling a deep breath.
“Do your worst and it’ll still be the best thing I ever had.”
The tone of his voice – almost reverence – along with the softening of his brown sugar eyes, calms my nerves. I reach for his cock, grasping it in my palm, and take my first lick.
The sounds that our three groans make is a mix of pure lust and pleasure. I may not have ever done this to anyone else before, but I know what I like. It’s pretty simple to send a guy to the moon and back when you have his dick in your hands and mouth.
Swirling my tongue around the tip of Sage’s cock, I get my first taste of the salty beads of his pre-come. It shoots waves of tension into my own balls – his heady taste. And then I see movement from London out of the corner of my eye. Her fingers are poised at her wet entrance, and as she pushes a finger inside her wet cunt, I swallow Sage to the back of my throat.
Never in a million years would I have ever considered doing this. Giving a guy head. But it’s not just any guy. It’s Sage.
I’ve never been attracted to another guy. Never had the connection with anyone strong enough to make me want to do this.
But with Sage and London, it just feels natural. There’s no question in my mind that the three of us make sense together.
It only took me ten years to get to this place again.
Ten years, countless mistakes, a failed marriage, losing my grip on life and who I was and feeling unworthy and not good enough for anyone.
But here we are, rediscovering each other once again.
And finding myself in the process.
Chapter 19
Present Day
“Cam,” Sage murmurs softly as he lays his head back onto the bed. A sexy smile tips the corners of his mouth as he turns his head to the side and his eyes connect with mine. He seems at a loss for words, so I help him out.
“Not bad for a beginner?”
He chuckles and shakes his head. “Nah, man. It was fucking fantastic.”
We both grin like giddy fucking teenagers, as a very naked London crawls up next to us. From the sounds that she made as she fingered herself, she’d gotten herself off just before Sage let go of his own release. I’d chosen at the last minute not to swallow and let him come over my hand and his belly. I figured he’d forgive me since it was my first time giving head.
His praise over the experience sends a thrill through my body and into my still aching, full cock.
London traces the muscles of my back, swirling around in an infinity pattern until her hands slides below my belly, her nails scraping through the coarse hair that leads to my erection. I suck in a large gulp of air when her fingers slip around my length, squeezing me and stroking me slowly.
Her voice is wispy. “Remember our first time, Cam?”
I stand at the edge of the bed looking her over. She’s positioned on her back laid out across the bed, as Sage went to clean up in the bathroom. She spreads her legs and reaches for my cock, bringing the tip to her entrance. She glides my length through her wet folds and I growl with hedonistic pleasure, tipping my head back and closing my eyes.
The words are like gravel from my throat. “I remember everything, London. The way your tight pussy squeezed me as I thrust inside you. Fuck, it was heaven.”
She squirms, brushing our pelvises together and the head of my cock somehow manages to find its ways inside her cunt. Just barely enough to feel how warm and wet she is, but I do, and it feels fucking marvelous.
London gazes up at me impishly, almost shyly. “Would you consider going bare? I have an IUD. I want to…but only if you’re safe and you’re okay with it.”
The wires in my brain seem to crisscross and go haywire for a second. Fucking London bare without a condom is a lifelong dream. After I found out Lisa had been fucking around on me, I got tested for everything.
“Oh shit, baby. Yeah, I want that. And I’m good. Was tested recently.”
She nods, confirming our decision. “Good.”
