Kenz’s eyebrows shoot up. “Are they big? I’ve heard they’re big.”
“Not small. Not gonna lie, I’m going to be walking funny once they finally take my virginity.”
Kenz laughs, and I can’t help but join her. This whole situation is ridiculous. But the guys aren’t normal guys. They exude power and they own their titles. And the way they kiss and touch and talk to me makes me want them more and more.
“I’ve missed talking to you.” That’s the worst part of this. The horsemen take up all my time.
“I miss talking to you too. I haven’t even gotten to tell you how much Brandon and I have been having sex.” Kenz leans forward. “Like a lot. It’s like once you take the plastic off, you just want to keep playing with it.”
“In the past week and a half?” I look at her skeptically.
“There’s a few places at school that are awesome to fuck in.” Kenz gets this glassy-eyed look and a grin that might as well be the cat that got the canary.
“I’m sure I’ll be introduced to them as soon as they take me for a test drive.” I lean back, toss the rest of the M&M’S in my mouth, and chew.
“It isn’t all bad, is it?” Kenz asks softly. “They seemed a lot more tame than I would have expected at lunch and dinner yesterday.”
“The humiliation hasn’t been fun. But there have been moments.” Having their attention isn’t awful. Holding their attention will be next to impossible once they get what they wantthough. I twist their ring on my finger. “What if they really only want my virginity and once they get it, they’re done with me?”
“Isn’t that what you want?” Kenz gives me a confused and worried look.
“I—” Ugh. “Fuck, I don’t know. They promised a year.”
Their attention is absolute. Their touch is addictive. Their kisses all-consuming. I’m guessing fucking them will be epic.
“I wouldn’t get too comfortable.” Kenz pulls her legs up under her. “The cats are going to go into heat, and then the claws will come out.”
I haven’t been privy to the gossip mill since I now star in most of the stories. “How bad is it?”
“The girls are watching. They’re waiting for an opening.” Kenz shrugs. “Right now, they aren’t fighting it because they think the same as you. Once the guys get what they want, they’ll be back on the market again.”
“So if that doesn’t happen?” Not that I think I can keep four guys satisfied, but it’s possible, right? Gah, why would I even think that? I should be glad if they decide to fuck off after getting me. It would definitely make my life easier.
“I wouldn’t trust any girl if I was you.” Kenz pulls a face. “You can trust me. I’m your bestie and have a guy. I’ve been learning to do this thing with my tongue?—”
“Oversharing.” I shake my head. “I’ll let you know when I need tips.”
Kenz laughs. “I’m sure you’ve got the best teachers already.”
CHAPTER 41
The Captive
Harper
Me:
Studying with a friend tonight
Mom:
Don’t forget your condoms
Me:
*thumbs-up emoji* *eye roll emoji*
Pretty sure if the guys are going to take it there tonight, they won’t be using condoms. I haven’t even thought that far ahead. My foot taps restlessly on the floor. Unless their tests came back not clean, which I’m sure they would have said something by now.