¡°You¡¯re pretty funny, you know, Sam,¡± I said after I laughed. ¡°Kinda twisted.¡±
¡°Twisted?¡± she asked with a cocked eyebrow.
¡°Yeah, you know. cynical or something.¡±
¡°Great.¡± She rolled her eyes at me. ¡°Broken goods.¡±
¡°Not at all,¡± I said. ¡°You seem smart, like you know life can¡ be dark.¡± As I was saying
it, I realized how I might have sounded crazy. I hardly knew her. ¡°Or whatever it is about
you¡¡± Our eyes met and she swallowed. ¡°It¡¯s so unexpected but so refreshing.¡±
She looked adorable, looking at her lap with her lips pressed together, a pink hint
creeping up her cheeks. ¡°Thanks, I think. Umm¡ what about you? How¡¯d you end up
living on top of a tavern?¡±
Clenching my jaw, I breathed through my teeth. ¡°Ahh, you might have a dark side but
I¡¯m not sure I want you running off into the desert yet.¡±
Her face grew serious, but her voice was gentle. ¡°Your past isn¡¯t going to scare me,
Isaac,¡± she said. ¡°Even people who grew up innocent can still do bad things.¡±
The corner of my lips turned. ¡°See? You¡¯re smart.¡± I dropped my cigarette butt into an
empty bottle. ¡°For starters, I should tell you. No one calls me Isaac. It sounds nice,
coming from you.¡±
¡°Oh? What do they call you?¡±
¡°Wrench.¡±
Struggling to keep her face straight, she repeated, ¡°Wrench?¡±
¡°Wrench.¡±
¡°Let me guess,¡± she said. ¡°It¡¯s an innuendo for your big, uh, wrench?¡±
¡°Good guess,¡± I said. ¡°That¡¯s usually what I tell people. Most people don¡¯t know the
real story.¡±
¡°Will I?¡±
I opened my mouth, ready to answer, before hesitating. She noticed and lightheartedly
said, ¡°I promise I won¡¯t run into the desert.¡±
¡°Yeah, you say that now¡ You haven¡¯t heard it yet.¡±
¡°Unless you, I don¡¯t know, murdered someone with a wrench, I¡¯m not going to¡ªoh.¡±
When she saw me wince and tense with guilt, she pressed her lips together and I knew