her or someone I met here?¡±
Over his shoulder, he smirked at Crow who scoffed. ¡°Isn¡¯t it clear? Any other chick
you¡¯ve fucked in the past ten years, you haven¡¯t thought of for more than twenty minutes.
Then this chick suddenly has you looking like fuckin¡¯ Bambi. Jesus, last week going on
about her ankles, today you miss Hollywood dying so you could nut one into her.¡± By the
end of his rant, Archer¡¯s smug, douchey act dropped and a mixture of anger and grief
filled his eyes. ¡°Isn¡¯t it clear?¡±
¡°Yeah¡¡± I said. It was clear. Sure, tonight with Samantha felt like I was existing in
some bubble where nothing mattered but her body against mine, but that was the
problem. Nothing felt like it mattered while I was with her, but everything always
mattered. Hollywood died while I was with Samantha. I couldn¡¯t let that happen again.
¡°Is this going to be a problem again?¡± he asked.
¡°No.¡±
¡°Good,¡± he said, relaxing into his chair. ¡°No one here wants to see what¡¯ll happen if it
is.¡±
¡°I kinda do,¡± Maverick said with a sideways grin and I shot him a glare.
¡°The fuck, Maverick?¡±
¡°I was joking, Christ.¡±
¡°Yeah, ¡¯cause we¡¯re in the mood for jokes right now,¡± Ripper said.
¡°What¡¯s so good about this chick, anyway, Wrench?¡± asked Rooster. ¡°Sure, we¡¯re
depressed and pissed, give us some good news. Was it her tits or ass?¡±
Annoyance began growing inside at the crude talk toward Samantha, but I didn¡¯t dare
show it.
¡°Honestly?¡± I said, directing my eyes at the desert. Through the walls of the Ironhead
Tavern, I imagined the cacti dancing in the sand. ¡°Nothing. She was as boring as the rest
of them.¡±
¡°Atta boy,¡± Archer laughed.
Without prompting, Crow stood up from his chair and grunted a quick, ¡°I¡¯m going to
bed,¡± and quickly everyone else did the same. Once the Tavern was empty, I locked up,
climbed into the attic, and flopped onto my bed.