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“I know you will.”
He kept his eyes closed during their kiss, a kiss so perfect that he knew it could only be imagined, or perhaps it was the memory of the real thing, polished by centuries of renewal and faith. At any rate, he didn’t want to go, but he knew he had to.
“I love you.”I love you, I love you, I love you …It echoed through the chamber until it surrounded him, the sound of his own love, his own heart, and when Sigurd finally opened his eyes, he stared up at the ceiling of his bedroom in purebewilderment for a moment, wondering why he was crying before reality crashed back in.
“Admiral Liang?” Hermes asked politely in the voice of Sigurd’s lover, and he made a noise somewhere between a sob and a laugh as he contemplated his own creative cruelty toward himself. “Are you well?”
“Yes, Hermes,” he said, sitting up out of the machine laid out on his bed and wiping off his face with the back of his hand. “I’m fine.”
Chapter seven
“Mod deactivation doesn’t hurt.”
That was what everyone said. They were just add-ons to the basic implant, which would remain active for medical and tracking reasons. That implant was a permanent fixture, almost impossible to fully detach from the brain once it was set inside. It allowed the bearer to connect to information hubs and monitor their own health stats. It took a while to get used to, but most people integrated their implants so well they didn’t even realize when they were using them after a few days.
Any mods that got added in on top of the basic functions were the result of money and profession, for the most part. The more mods you could afford, or the more that were demanded for your job, the more that could be packed in there. Generally, doctors didn’t feel comfortable adding a lot of mods until the brain had finished the rapid development of childhood and early adolescence. It wasn’t an absolute requirement, especially since the brain would naturally adjust the implant’s programmingto suit the body’s requirements, but there was evidence of occasional trauma as a result of losing those early mods.
Kyle had been given his first mod at the age of five. That one was for languages and was the first of four language adaptations he upgraded with. He got his first combat mods from his sister Berengaria at age eight even though he didn’t really know why or what to do with them. She made him practice for hours, working alongside him with a grim expression.
Overall, Kyle had close to twenty physical and mental implant mods, some that directly affected his nervous system, others that tapped into his memory. To lose them all at once would be—
“Criminal,” his head lawyer argued to the doctor even as Kyle was being strapped onto the bed. They’d arrived at Redstone an hour earlier, and the first place Kyle had been taken, fully restrained, was the prison infirmary. He was placed in a private room, under guard, while his lawyer argued for a gradual drawdown of his mods.
Demarcos Gyllenny was a high-profile defense lawyer who specialized in interfamilial cases, so Kyle’s predicament was right down his alley. He had been stymied left, right, and center, though, and had ended up bringing on an entire legal team to keep the appeals and objections going, back at the central court, while he lobbied to stay with Kyle to ensure that his treatment was fair. Kyle knew Demarcos was working hard to make that happen, but he also knew that no matter the lengths his lawyer went to, Raymond was going to come out on top. He always did.
At least, he had so far.
“Studies show that the sort of mass deactivation you’re planning leads to disorientation, nausea, and vertigo,” Demarcos went on. “You can’t send him into the general prison population without ensuring that he’s well enough to take care of himself, at least able to stand on his own two feet.”
“I’m not going to become an accomplice to murder if that’s what you’re implying,” the doctor snapped as he brought over a machine. It looked … old. Like something out of an early space-era horror film, all sharp bits of metal that somehow fit over his head. Kyle shuddered. “I’ve seen Mr. Alexander’s medical files, and he’s perfectly healthy. He can handle a mass deactivation just fine with a little Regen time afterward.”
“Regen just covers up the symptoms—it doesn’t give the brain time to reset itself after such a massive disruption! He’s going to need at least a few days in solitary confinement to recalibrate before you let him go into the general population—”
“Mr. Gyllenny, of the two of us, I think you’ll find thatIam the one with the medical degree,” the doctor said dismissively. “I know what I’m doing. Mr. Alexander is going to be perfectly all right.” He positioned the machine above Kyle’s head, gave it a critical once-over, and nodded. “I’ll give you a few minutes to talk to your client before I do the procedure. It won’t take more than a few minutes to do the deactivation, and you can watch the Regen process afterward yourself to ensure he’s getting adequate care. I trust that’s acceptable to you?” He left before either of them could say anything.
Demarcos ran a hand over his dark-brown head, an anxious gesture that Kyle had seen more times than he could count at that point.
“Good thing you’re already bald,” he joked. “Otherwise, I’d get you there, huh?”
“Don’t flatter yourself,” Demarcos said, doing a good impression of amusement. “I’ve had way tougher cases than yours.” Kyle could tell he was lying, though, by the slumped set of his broad shoulders and the tension at the edges of his generous mouth. He wondered if he’d still be able to pick up on those physical cues once his advanced-information synthesis mod was gone.
Demarcos sat down on the edge of the bed and took Kyle’s hand in his. Kyle held on hard, wanting the contact more than he was comfortable saying. He had gone into this with his eyes wide open; he knew the consequences he faced, he was supposed to be strong … but right then all he wanted, more than anything, was a hug. A fucking hug. He would have laughed at himself if he’d been able to conjure up the breath for it.
“I’m not going to let him put you in there before you’re capable, Kyle,” Demarcos assured him.
“I know you’ll try your best.”
Demarcos frowned. “Don’t be a martyr, Kyle. I don’t need excuses from you as to why I can’t do my own job, you got it? I’m here to keep you safe and look after your welfare until I can get you to trial, not the other way around.”
“Trial, right.” Kyle knew he sounded bitter, but there wasn’t anything he could do to stop himself. “Becausethat’sgoing to go well.”
“It’s going to go way better than you think it will; you’ve just got to get there. You hear me? No fatalism, now, nobody’s got time for an existential crisis today.”
“How about tomorrow?”
Demarcos chuckled. “Maybe tomorrow. But just a short one, you got it?”
“Yeah.” Kyle squeezed the other man’s hand one last time, then forced himself to relax his grip. “I’ve got it.”
