“Yes, Hawk. I am more than ready. Give it to me.” I say as I spread my legs wider to give him the best access. He runs his fingers through my folds and rubs my juices on the head of his cock. He nestles it into my opening. I arch up to meet him as he slides into me. All the way to the hilt. He feels so good inside me. I love how he knows just how to move to bring me to the brink. His long hard length is just right. It fits inside me just right. It is like we were made for each other. He slings my legs up over his shoulders as he begins to pound in and out of me.
Hawk
Fuck! My woman is so responsive. She responses to my every touch, every move. She gives as good as she gets, though. I was almost lost in the moment of her mouth on me and almost let her get me off, before I took her. But I needed to be inside her and hear her come, the noises she makes are divine. I love this woman more than I ever thought possible. My love grows every day. And that just makes the passion better. The need to move in and out of her faster and faster drives me. Her legs are thrown up over my shoulders. She meets my every thrust by arching her hips up so I can get deeper. So, I give her what she needs. Harder, faster, more. My orgasm is building, and I am about to come as my balls draw up. I reach between us and put just the right amount of pressure on her clit. Circling my thumb faster as I continue to pump in and out of her moist, hot sex. Her walls begin to flutter, and she explodes on my cock, I thrust again and again, until I am coming inside her. My seed is shooting out stream after stream. Complete at last, I ease down onto the bed and roll us until she is laying at my side. I place a kiss on her head as she settles her head on my chest.
We are panting hard. She still quivers from her orgasm. Gently my hand runs over her bare back, stroking her, settling her. I try to catch my breath to tell her how much she means to me. How she has made me the happiest man on the earth. I never thought I would find this peace, happiness, contentment.
“Charlotte, I love you. You have given me more than I ever thought would be possible for me. I never thought I could love like this. I didn’t realize what I was missing until I met you at that café. I am so very thankful you spoke to me that day and while I hate what you had to endure; I thank God that I was the one who found you in the jungle.”
“Oh Jordan, I am thankful, too. I thought I would never love again. I had resigned myself to live alone the rest of my life. Then you took my hand in that café and my life began again. It was horrible what I went through in the jungle, but it was worth all the pain and suffering. It brought you to me in the end. We are here together, and we are going to have a wonderful family. I love you, Jordan Jackson.”
“Let’s get out there to our party, love. The guests are going to wonder where we are.” I chuckle. Life is just getting good; I can’t wait to see the rest of our life together.
Epilogue
Hawk
One year later….
I wake to the sounds of retching coming from the bathroom. Looking to my right I see I am again alone in the bed. That is the third time this week. Slipping out of the bed to head for the bathroom, I pause at the baby monitor on the bedside table and see the twins are still sleeping. Upon entering the bathroom, Charlotte on her knees in front of the toilet. Kneeling next to her, I wipe her hair back. She is awfully pale, and a thin sheer of sweat is on her brow.
“Charlotte, love. Are you alright?” I ask her.
“Yeah, I’m feeling better now. I must have eaten something that didn’t agree with me.” She sighs. I rise and get a washcloth. After wetting it, I place it on her forehead. She leans into me. I slip my arms under her and pick her up and carry her back to bed. It’s still early, the twins won’t be up for a while maybe. I ease her down on the mattress and look into her gorgeous eyes.
“Charlotte, I don’t think you ate something that upset your stomach. That is the third morning this week.” I look at her questioningly.
“Hawk, what are you thinking?” Charlotte asks me, as she frowns in thought. I reach out and run my hands over her breasts. She winces and pulls away.
“Have you been dizzy? Taking naps in the afternoon?” I question. “You and I both know what is wrong with you, love.” Smiling at her like a goofy teenage boy, seeing his girlfriend naked for the first time. I am overwhelmed with excitement. We are going to ride the baby roller coaster again. Hopefully there will only be one this time.
“Hawk, you think I’m pregnant again?” Charlotte asks me with wide eyes.
“Yes, love. I see all the signs. We haven’t used protection or birth control. We wanted more kids, right?” I am concerned now. What if she isn’t ok with this? I know it’s awfully quick, but we are older and if we are going to have more now is the time.
“Yes. Oh my! I just didn’t even think of it. I have been so absorbed in the boys. I didn’t even consider we could be pregnant again. I’m nursing that’s supposed to prevent pregnancy at least for a while.” Charlotte says. I can see the emotions running across her face. Suddenly she stops and a huge smile spreads across her face. “We are going to be parents again!”
“Yes, love. We are.” I reply as I hear the first stirring cries of our sons. Getting out of bed to slip on my sweatpants, I tell her. “I’ll be right back with our boys.” I turn and leave the room only to return a few moments later with our sons, one in each arm. “Think the boys are hungry, love.”
Charlotte is settled on the bed and ready for them. I lay Joshua on her right side and help her get him into position as he begins to suckle. Once he is settled. I position Jessie on her left side propping him with pillows. I love to watch my boys feeding from their mother’s glorious breasts. I love that she nourishes them with her milk. We have the perfect life. No everything isn’t perfect, but us with our kids, all of them. That is perfect.
Things have changed a lot in the last year. Besides the birth of the twins, I was promoted to Captain and I am in charge of the headquarters division of the team now. We are stationed at Camp Lejeune, NC. Brain chose to move here with us. He is a senior in high school this year. He has so much potential. He’s smart, funny, and very perceptive. He has discussed enlisting. He knows that Charlotte and I will support any decision he makes. I would like for him to go to college and have a normal boring life, but I realize it’s in his blood as well as his name. All the Jordan Brian Jacksons have joined the service. I know it is inevitable he will do the same.
Sara and Justin come to visit at least once a month. They have been so supportive and helpful to their mother. Sara stayed for 2 weeks after the boys were born. She helped take care of them and keep the house running while Charlotte and I adjusted to being new parents. My parents visit often, and Mom has loved helping with the boys.
Dad seems pleased that I have moved up in rank and I’m no longer being sent into the middle of danger. I knew I had to take on this roll for Charlotte and our family. For too long I have caused them worry and fear. I am surprisingly satisfied in my new roll. I go to base every day and come home to Charlotte and our sons every night. We go to Brian’s events at school as a family. It is the best life. And now it seems we will be adding a new addition to the mix.
The team stops by from time to time. Deadeye is now in charge in the field. He still seeks out my friendship and advice. The team is leaving today on a top-secret mission. It will be one of the toughest they have ever faced, but they are up for the task. However, I can’t help but feel some trepidation. It feels like this mission will change everything, for the team. I need to be there for them.
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Deadeye
We are headingout for the middle East. I have an uneasy feeling about this one. It feels like my life is about to change fundamentally. I’m not sure what is coming, but I know that I must be at my upmost best. I have to keep my teammates safe at all costs as I am responsible for all of them. Now I know what Hawk has dealt with all these years. The weight of responsibility is overwhelming, but I know I was trained by the best and I will be successful. It is what I was born to do.
We land in Afghanistan at a secure base. We head to the hanger to get an update on the situation. An aide worker has gone missing at the refugee camp. It is our task to find out where she is and get her out if possible. The latest intelligence reports indicate that she was taken about 24 hours ago as she was traveling in a convoy making its way from one side of the refugee camp to the other with supplies. The guards and interrupter were shot dead at the scene. A female worker, Elise Sommers, had not been heard from since.
At the briefing we learn there have been some developments as we traveled here. A rumor is that she has been taken into the desert. One of ISIS leaders, Omadir Hussan is planning on making her his bride. He has released a statement that she is unharmed and well cared for. She was seen on video stating that she is happy and requests that no one try to find her. She chose to leave with Omadir, who will soon be her husband.
Something about the woman, touched me when I saw her in that video. She spoke clearly, her voice never wavering. She was quite convincing, but it was her eyes that gave away what she was really feeling. They were full of fear and desperation. She never chose to be there, but she would endure whatever came her way in an effort to prevent any more deaths. Her eyes haunt me.
That is why this mission is so important. I have to get her out before that bastard can force her to marry him and rape her. We ready our packs, study the large map in the command post, and are headed into the desert in a few short hours. Time is ticking and Elise is counting on us to get her to safety. I can feel it.