“Fuck.” He dragged a hand through his hair, his fingers snagging on the dried clumps. “You have no idea what you’re getting. What you’re asking for.”
“Yes I do. You. I want you to be my first.”
“You shouldn’t want that.”
“Why not?”
“I’m not good enough for you.”
Reena laughed. “Oh, I’m pretty sure you’re going to be very,verygood for me.”
“Dammit, Sabreena. I want things from you I’ve never wanted with anyone else. We’re not talking soft and easy missionary here. I want dark, dirty things I never imagined I’dneed.”
“I want the same.”
“Bullshit!” Rush stepped closer, put his nose a hairsbreadth from hers, his eyes swirling with carnal heat. “You have no idea what’s going through my mind at a thousand miles an hour.”
“Tell me.” She licked her lips. Held her ground while his dark gaze searched hers.
“Christ.” His eyelids lowered, his nostrils flaring as he sucked in a harsh breath. “I want to get inside you. Fuck your virgin pussy and claim it as mine.Mine. Then I want to push you to your knees, make you suck me hard again so I can spin you around, shove your face to the floor and drive my cock deep inside that other virgin territory you have between your legs.”
Reena swallowed as heat and lust filled her veins, her lower region clenching hard. She throbbed in a way she wouldn’t have thought possible if it weren’t for the frantic beat pulsing in every cell of her body.
He moved closer, his warm breath ghosting over her trembling lips. “I’ll own every part of you. Every delicious inch of you will be branded. By. Me.Onlyme.”
A shudder rocketed from head to toe. The images his words conjured were limited by her inexperience, but she didn’t need to have firsthand knowledge to know she wanted to let him do all of it.
Leaning in, he spoke against her cheek as he brushed his nose along hers. “Are you scared, Reena?”
She shook her head.
“Fuck.” His head lowered, his brow resting on her shoulder. “You should be.Iam.”
Licking her dry lips, she barely managed to get a word out through her constricted throat. “W-why?”
His head came up and his gaze met hers. “Because after I’m done taking you in every depraved way imaginable, I’ll want to do it again. And again. And again, until neither one of us can breathe or remember our names.”
All air left her lungs in a whoosh. “O-okay.”
***
Fuck me.
He was going to hell.
There was no way he could do the right thing. He couldn’t walk away from Reena now if his life depended on it.
God help him, he was going to corrupt this woman to within an inch of her life. But first he had to get control. She tempted him like no other and he couldn’t think about anything except stripping her bare and following through on everything he’d told her.
They—he—needed a distraction until he could get his head together. He couldn’t just go at her. She deserved better than him rutting on her like an animal. She deserved to be seduced, for her first time to be memorable, something she wouldn’t regret. He’d hate himself if that happened.
That was why he’d been holding back since he’d arrived yesterday.
“I don’t want to hurt you.” Christ, thelastthing he wanted was to hurt her, but she’d never taken a cock, and while he wasn’t hung like a horse, he was larger than average. He’d have to be sure she was ready. Get her nice and wet, stretch her out with his fingers before—
“I doubt it will hurt.”
He barked a laugh. “Of course it will, but we can minimize it.” They’d work up to it. He’d get her off with his hands and mouth a few times before he put his cock anywhere near her.