Page 31 of Sinister Hearts
“Nothing.” I gave him a look of,stay out of my head, Grimwood.
“Before you got up and went to the bar?” Jax was still stuck on his question. We kept swaying and gliding on the dance floor.This man didn’t know when to quit.
“Jax, leave it alone,” I replied, looking sternly into his hazel eyes. He twirled me, then dipped me, coming close to my face and peering deeply into my eyes.
“I know you, Robles. You were lost somewhere,” he whispered into my ear. The song ended and I walked off the dance floor, pacing outside. I needed air. I needed something, anything. This was all too much. I ran to the barn in hopes he wouldn’t come after me and find me in tears. But Jax had always been relentless.
“Faye.” His voice was shaky behind me. I stood with my back to him, hoping I could gather myself before he saw my puffy red face.
“Just leave me alone. Please, I need a minute,” I said, pleading with him.
“You act like I haven’t seen you broken before. Like I don’t know that look, when you’re falling apart.” He walked to me, slow and cautious.
“Dammit, Jax, stop. Don’t go there, not right now,” I huffed, wiping the tears that betrayed me.
“Fine, but don’t lie to me, Faye. You don’t have to fake it with me. You don’t have to act like you’re okay, when you’re not,” he said, his words baffling me.
This man was relentless. “I’m fine, Jax!” I shouted, and turned around, angry this man wouldn’t leave me to crumble alone, even for just a second. My skin felt hot and thick, my fingers tingling. I turned back around, trying to compose myself. I couldn’t let anyone see me like this, especially him. I was tired of being weak and so fucking vulnerable. Trying to strengthen my breath, I closed my eyes, hoping to center myself,to whatever the fuck was happening to me. My air was escaping my lungs rapidly.
“Faye, just breathe in and out slowly. I’ll breathe with you.” His voice was becoming an echo, my vision blurring. I focused on his breathing, trying to match my panicked breaths with his. My breathing was becoming less labored, as the panic began to dissipate.
“That’s it,” he whispered, and walked towards me slowly, grabbing my shaky hands and squeezing them tight inside his huge calloused palms. “I’m right here with you, I’m not going anywhere.” Our eyes interlocked, and I felt more grounded, the pressure of his hands calming me down. As we breathed together, our foreheads touched slightly.“That’s a good girl, Faye,” Jax praised me, as he rubbed my hands between our chests with his thumb. I slowly lifted my gaze to his, and he was giving me that look again, staring at my lips like he wanted to kiss me. “Don’t stop me this time,” he cooed. Before I could respond, he grabbed the back of my neck, pulling me into him fiercely, our mouths crashing into one another, melting onto each other’s tongues. A whimper escaped me as he groaned into my mouth.
It was as if all the five years of our pent-up passion and words that were never said, were expressed through this intoxicating kiss. I could feel his length hardening through his suit pants. I was instantly soaked the minute his tongue slid into my mouth. I hadn’t been kissed like this in years. I hadn’t been touched in months.
Jaxon locked the barn door behind him, leading me to a stack of hay. He lifted my dress slowly, bending to his knees. He kept eye contact with me, licking and kissing my inner thighs, so close to that sweet, tender spot, making me moan and shiver. My nipples pebbled as he ran his thumb over my drenched undies, licking the wet spot with his warm tongue, slow and steady. Hewatched me unwind, placing my hands in his dark hair. “Tell me you want me, Faye.” He stood from his knees, licking my neck as he teased my nipples, making my breasts ache for his touch. He pulled the top of my dress down, making my heavy breasts bounce. He grabbed a rope in the barn, tying it tightly around my wrists, before tying my wrists to a metal bar on the barn ceiling. I stood there nearly naked, desperate for his touch.
“I’m going to make you remember what you missed.” Jax circled me, watching me like I was his prey to take. “You’re going to stand here all tied up and watch me while I tease this pretty pussy. I’m going to enjoy watching you come on my face,” he said, breathing heavily. I couldn’t believe we were doing this in this barn again. The fact that he had me tied up so vulnerable made my core throb. Was it the rum, or was it this man? I didn’t care anymore. I wanted this. I wanted him.
“I want you,” I whispered, my body shaking with the need to orgasm so sinfully.
“Say less, little light.” A devious smirk spread across his face as he licked his lips, salivating at my drenched slit.
Jax moved my black lace thong to the side, exposing me to him.
“You’ve been a brat, Faye,” he teased, slapping my needy clit and inserting a finger slowly, in and out of my silky wet core. I moaned delightfully as I spread my thick thighs, so he could touch me deeper. “You need to be punished, baby girl.” I wished he didn’t stop. Jax slapped my heavy, full breasts, taking my nipple into his mouth. He squeezed my breast to make sure all the blood rushed to my nipple, as it protruded. He sucked and licked at my nipples and breasts as if he was famished. I was so wet for him, I could feel the wet spot seeping onto my inner thighs. Jax bent to his knees again, licking that same sensitive spot.
“Fuck,” I moaned, tugging on my wrists. He began slapping my pussy as it throbbed.
“Are you ready for me,ljos(light)?” He grabbed the back of my neck, biting my bottom lip.
“Yes,” I begged him, needing him this very instant. He untied me from the metal pole, but still kept my hands tied. He turned me around, making me lay on my knees, my ass in the air for him to take. He lifted my dress, slapping my ass hard, making my plump cheeks jiggle and leaving a red hand print. I gasped as it both stung, and made me throb sensually. Jax slowly stuck two digits into me as I moaned at his touch, and he slapped my ass again hard.
“Fuck!” I panted, feeling the arousal from the sting on my cheeks yet again, my wet core wept for him relentlessly. I clenched around his fingers. Jax ran his thumb over my clit as I rocked my hips back and forth, needy and volatile.
“You’re so wet for me,” he said, taking his fingers slowly out of me and putting it in his mouth, savoring the taste. I just watched, needy, wanting more of his touch, my core wanting his cock with desperation while I laid on the stack of hay, my ass in the air. Jax bent down to his knees, lifting me closer to his mouth, kissing and licking at my inner thighs, taunting me with his tongue. He slowly kissed his way to my pulsing clit.
“Is this what you want, baby girl?” he asked seductively, his lips so close to my slit I could feel his warm breath. “Hmm, you want me to devour your pussy?” My pussy was drenched for him. I couldn’t deny him even if I tried, my arousal was slick all over my inner thighs.
“Yes, please, please, touch me,” I whispered, my flesh taut, nodding and begging him to take me.
“I’ve waited so long to taste you again. I am going to make this slow and torturous for you, Faye. I want you to watch me devour you, as you combust into my mouth like a river.I want you to remember who this pussy belongs to, do you understand?” Jaxon kissed above my mound, slowly leaving trails of hot, tempered kisses around my sensitive aroused flesh. He knew exactly what he was doing and I fucking loved it. Jax waited for my response. “Use your words, little light.” Jax pecked at my clit.
“Yes, I understand,” I moaned mercilessly, panting between each word, more desperate than ever for him.
Jax dipped his head while he kept his hazel eyes interlocked on mine. He wasn’t kidding, he really wanted me to watch while he ate my pussy. Oh my fuck.He kissed my throbbing flesh slowly, teasing me with his warm velvet tongue until I couldn’t take it anymore.
“Say you missed me, Faye.” Jax looked up at me between my thighs, full of lust. His mouth was covered with my juices. I needed him. There was no denying this moment any longer.
