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“I’m gonna come,” I moaned in a rush.
And then I did. The sensation pulled tight, low in my belly, pleasure racing up my veins from the apex of my thighs,flooding my synapses. My pussy clenched and released in waves, tightening around Micah’s cock.
Before I could realize what was happening, he grabbed my waist and rapidly flipped me onto my back, leaning over top of me with his knee on the seat. He pounded into me harder, dragging out my orgasm, my breasts bouncing with every thrust, my pussy swollen and oversensitive.
He was gripping my hips, holding me down as he fucked me roughly, working up to his own orgasm.
And then Micah pulled out and cameonmy pussy, his neck straining, his hand choking his cock.
It felt even filthier than if he had come inside me. Cum dripped down towards my ass, glistening between my legs, marking me in the most messy, primal way.
There was a charged silence in the car as we caught our breaths after his orgasm.
Sweat was cooling on my chest, my stomach, my heartbeat still a drum in my ears.
“Fuck,” he mumbled.
Micah wiped me off as best as he could with his undershirt, then helped me get my clothes back on, being a lot more gentle with me. Each additional second in his proximity was making me feel the need to run, though. I didn’t know what to do now. Sit here? Talk? Let him take me home?
“Um,” I started awkwardly. “You can just drop me off, still. On med campus. My friend is waiting for me.”
“Your friend or your roommate?”
“Oh. My roommate.” I feverishly tried to sift back through my words, to see if I’d said anything insinuating that we didn’t live together. Micah already knew, I was sure. He didn’t do anything for a few seconds, before eventually starting the car and driving toward where I’d told him to drop me off.
We pulled up in front of the building I usually waited for Mila at.
“I’ll wait here until you get inside,” he said.
I nodded, then hopped out of the truck, scurrying towards the entrance on shaky legs. I turned and gave a quick wave before I disappeared into the building, heart racing in my chest.
I just fucked my professor.
I wasn’t even sure I couldthinkthose words without feeling like I was about to freak out. So I tried not to.
Once I was certain Micah had left, I went out the door alone, heading towards the opposite corner of campus. It was cold and dark, with no students out except me. I quickened my pace, eyes darting around as I made my way across poorly-lit sidewalks and around dark corners of buildings until I reached the parking lot where I’d walked away from Mason the last time.
With fumbling hands, I got out my phone and typed out a text to Mason, mind swarmed with pathetic thoughts I’d never tell him.
I miss you. I need you. I hate how much I need you. I hate that I want to come crawling back to you. I hate that you hurt me and I hate that it doesn’t stop me from wanting to be with you again.
I couldn’t stop myself from craving his danger because it felt more real than safety ever had. And I couldn’t face the decisions I was making alone. I needed my distraction back.
Chapter 39
Mason
My phone vibrated on the counter, snagging my attention away from the food I’d been heating in the microwave.
Dakota :Can you come pick me up?
Me :Yeah. Where are you?
It was the first time she’d spoken to me in almost two weeks, and I was ready to do anything she asked of me without hesitation, without question. I deserved the silence from her, but that didn’t mean I enjoyed any minute of it, especially now that I’d been spending more time with Micah. Every second without Dakota was agony.
Dakota :The campus parking lot
Anger bristled in my chest at the thought of her there, alone, so late at night.What are you doing?But I didn’t let it deter me; I grabbed my keys and was out the door in ten seconds, striding down the hall then slipping into the stairwell. After a quick glance above and below me to ensure my solitude, I hopped over the railing into the gap in the center of the stairs, then dropped all the way to the first floor. I landed in a crouch, the impactaching through my bones. Painful, but able to be managed with relative ease.
