Page 67 of She Tempts the Duke
“If only I could.”
She heard in his tone what he had not admitted. In sleep, like his brother, he too battled demons.
The room grew incredibly quiet after he left until all she heard was the ticking of the clock and Sebastian’s labored breathing. She doused all the lamps until only the one beside her remained lit. It cast a pale glow over the unscarred portion of Sebastian’s face. She was not repulsed by his scars, but she suspected upon waking that he would be grateful to know that she’d not sat there studying them.
“Pembrook.”
She started at his unexpected outburst, fought not to panic at his sudden agitation. Again, he repeated the name of his estate, with a bit more force.
He gasped, opened his eye. “Pembrook.”
Surely he was delirious. “No, you’re in London,” she told him, touching his brow.
He grabbed her wrist, jerked her near. Once the physician was finished with his task, they’d unbound Sebastian. Fire burned in his gaze. “Pembrook. All that matters. Must reclaim it.”
“You have reclaimed it. It’s yours again. No one will take it from you a second time.”
He calmed, but continued to study her. “Mine.”
“Yours.”
He drifted back to sleep. Once again, she began to blot the dew from his throat. Until that moment she wasn’t certain that she’d truly understood his obsession with Pembrook. It meant everything. Fevered, near death, he didn’t call out for a woman or his brothers or even her as a friend. He called out for an estate, for land, for an ancient castle that had withstood the test of time.
It couldn’t wrap its arms around him or comfort him or talk quietly with him during a long winter night. Yet it didn’t seem to matter. He loved it. It was everything to him.
What was it about Pembrook that possessed men? To be owner of it, his uncle had done horrible things. To reclaim it, Sebastian had become a man obsessed so that he thought of nothing else. She’d set free a boy only to have him return with a heart that belonged solely to his heritage, to Pembrook.
Chapter 19
“Where is she?”
“My lord,” Tristan began, trying to calm the man who had burst into the foyer shortly after the clock chimed midnight. One of Rafe’s men who was on watch outside had halted him until Tristan could be found. Fortunately he’d yet to retire, but instead had been enjoying whiskey in the library.
“Where is she?” Lord Winslow bellowed. “Mary!”
“Easy, my lord.”
Winslow glared at him. “Do you know what you’ve done to her? You and your damned brother? You’ve ruined her.”
“He had nothing to do with it,” a soft voice called down.
Tristan glanced up the stairs to see Mary standing on the landing. When he looked back at Winslow, the man’s face was so ruddy with anger that he feared he might have an apoplexy fit. “It’s not what you think, my lord.”
“She’s dressed like a servant ... coming from the bedchambers,” he stammered.
She might be dressed like one, but she came down the stairs with such regal bearing that she’d never be confused for one. She’d pulled back her hair into a braid. It was a style familiar to him. She’d worn it often when she came to visit Pembrook but she certainly no longer looked like a child.
“You will come home with me this instant,” her father ground out.
“No. Sebastian is fighting a fever. Until it is gone, I will remain here.”
“You will defy me?”
“I have no choice.”
“They can hire a nursemaid.”
Slowly, regretfully, she shook her head. “No.”
