Page 48 of Whiskey, Thieves, and Bastards
“Same. I need you in my mouth.”
“Yeah, I have a problem with that, little monster.”
“What? Why?”
Since when didanyguy turn down a blow job? Pax wasn’t an apex predator, but he’d been living with two of them for decades. And since he was a Smith, he was still dangerous. He had access to the same magic all the various kinds of witches had with the added bonus that he could transfigure anything into whatever he wanted. He was also much bigger than me.
Pax pounced and was able to wrestle me exactly how he wanted mewithoutpinning me down or triggering any memories hanging out in the dark recesses of my mind. He managed to manhandle me just right.
“You can have my cock in your mouth, but only if I get to taste you, too. How does that sound, little monster?”
“Oh, my goddess,” I moaned.
There was this part of me that wanted a lot of things I couldn’t do because Poseidon ruined it for me. I’d asked Dionysus to try and ended up a hot mess. There was this delicate balance between what I wanted and what I could handle. I waspretty sure it didn’t make a lick of fucking sense and I would probably be shit at trying to explain it, but Pax handled it perfectly.
Sometimes, I wanted someone to take control from me, but I needed them to constantly ask me if something was too much, even if it seemed minor and something I’d enjoy. That was why safe words didn’t work for me. If something was too much, it was an instant onslaught of memories and I couldn’t evensaythe damned safe word to stop it.
Pax did everythingexactlyright. He didn’t pin me down because he knew I hated it, but he got me where he wanted me. Also, everyone won in a sixty-nine, but he still asked first.
“How did you get to be so perfect?”
I tried to explain to himwhyhe was perfect and what I needed going forward. I also gave him two enthusiastic thumbs up on a sixty-nine.
“Bring that beautiful cock down here.”
“Yes, ma’am. You know we’ll give you whatever you want, even if it’s completely unreasonable.”
“Your cock is unreasonable. Did the piercings hurt?”
Pax had a Jacob’s ladder. There was a line of barbells down the shaft. If I could have pegged any one of my mates for an insane amount of dick piercings, it would have been Benji.
“It wasn’t pleasant, but they drive Benji crazy.”
“Can they drive me crazy, too?”
I mean, they already had, but that was in my ass. I wanted to know what they felt like everywhere. Pax just chuckled.
“They can do that, but make up your mind, little monster. What do you need?”
“You. And um, both?”
Because I definitely wanted his cock in my mouth, but I wanted to experience the piercings again, too.
“Remember what I said. Cas and Dionysus are the only ones of us that weren’t fucked up by the Coalition and Dionysus has all that stuff with Zeus and Hera.Whateveryou want, we’re going to be down for it, even Cas.”
“What about what you want?”
Pax licked my thigh.
“I want lots of things. I want the Coalition to pay for what they did to us, but then I want a nice boring life where the most dramatic thing happening is Benji having a one-sided feud with someone. I want the world to be safe for us and kids like Aidan. I’d like to take time off to travel and do stupid tourist things. I’ve been trying to make the perfect souffle for ages and I still haven’t mastered it. I want to take a month off to just master the souffle.
“But right this minute? I want to devour your pussy and feel you scream around my cock until you come on my tongue. Then, I want you to sit on my cock and take your pleasure. I want to feel that soft hair tickling my legs while you ride me.”
“Are you the smooth talker of the group?” I moaned as he nipped at my thighs.
“We all have our versions of pillow talk, but wouldn’t you rather both our mouths be occupied right now? You started it, little monster. You going to ovary up and finish it?”
Fuck me. I had Pax pegged as the calm, reasonable one and he was most of the time. But sweet Pax had a bit of a dark side and I liked it. He was alsoverytalented with his tongue. Smiths could also transfigure themselves if they wanted. The only things they couldn’t change on themselves were things that were too far damaged.
