It counted for fucking everything, actually. What Ama wanted, she got.
"We shouldn't," I ground out, still feeling like I was unworthy of having this moment with Ama.
Her bottom lip popped out as she offered me a teasing look, "So you don't want me to—"
I yanked her lips down to mine, my grip on the back of her neck hard and unforgiving as I slanted my lips against hers so she could feel just how much I wanted her. She rolled her hips so she was fully feeling my cock, and I moved my other hand to her hips and ground up against her.
"I will always want you," I declared, "And I will always give you what you want."
"Good." She offered a small, needy sound while unzipping my pants and pulling out my cock. "Because what I want is you." The way her hand felt around my cock had my breathing going ragged. Fuck, her touch was enough to undo me almost immediately.
I let out a low groan as she lifted her hips and ran the tip of my cock against her wet pussy. My magic rattled against me, nearly making me growl, as she teased the tip against her tight hole. I found myself punching forward and up, and she let out a heat-filled moan as I entered her. When she sank down on me, I saw fucking stars at the way we easily fit together, her tight heat wrapped around me so damned perfectly. My pulse was uneven and my breathing erratic as I realized that I was fully seated inside of Ama.
"This feels amazing." She dug her nails into my chest, the primal claiming of marking me causing a growl to leave my throat as she looked up at me with a small smile, rolling her hips and causing my eyes to nearly roll to the back of my head. Her lips brushed against mine as she continued to slowly move up and down, my cock never leaving her fully. I wanted to stay inside of her for fucking ever.
"You need to let go." Her voice was filled with pure seduction, and I could feel precum leaking from the tip of my cock as I resisted the urge to fuck up into her violently, wanting to draw every ounce of pleasure I could from her tight little body.
"I can't," I grunted, knowing that once I did, I wouldn't have full control.
"Let go." Her demand--and the slight thread of dominance in it--had my magic surging forward and breaking out to give my mate what she wanted. My fingers locked down hard on her hips and I swore, beginning to punch my hips up into her as she let out a small scream of surprise at the sudden change of pace. She braced herself on my chest, and my fingers gripped her ass as I bounced her up and down, groaning her name and loving the way she seemed to take in every single inch of me with pure pleasure on her face.
Holy shit, this woman was everything.
I could feel pleasure rippling up my spine the longer I fucked her, and I let out a pained sound when she suddenly pulled back and yanked her shirt over her form. I should have hated the idea of anyone else seeing her naked, but when she turned around, offering me a hot look and sinking back down on my cock, I felt like I’d gone to fucking Heaven. I sat up, loving the way her ass fit against my hips as she began to rock up and down on my lap. I wrapped one hand around her throat and gripped her breast roughly with the other. Ama's head fell back as she softly moaned my name, the slow, deep pace leaving our skin gleaming with a light sheen of sweat.
"Ama, this fucking body is going to be the death of me." I nipped her ear, and she let out a small cry at the painful bite. I continued to tease her nipple without mercy, using my other hand to keep myself deep inside of her. The darkness that was normally buried under my skin began to seep out, and I found myself wanting to own every inch of this woman. My hand left her breast and my fingers laced through her hair to grip the back of her scalp as I brought my lips against her ear.
"I want you to come for me, Amare," I growled softly. "I want you to come on my cock until you force me to come inside of this tight little pussy."
"Holy hell." Her voice was choked as she tightened around me, and I let my magic roll out over her skin, coating every inch of it. She let out a cry, and her climax rushed forward to meet her, my snarl of her name against her neck bringing forward my own release. I thrust my hips up into her as she sagged against me, and I spilled every fucking drop of my seed inside her tight body. I gripped her hard against me, feeling her frame tremble, as she melted to my touch.
I couldn't tell you how long we stayed there, our gazes on the massive landscape ahead of us, but eventually, she turned her head and met my lips. The soft kiss turned deeper, then she pulled off of me and I pulled her fully into my arms and laid us back to look up into the dark skies above. I zipped up my pants and made sure to cover her fully in the coat so she was warm before tucking her against my chest. The comfortability and content that surrounded us had me feeling a strong wave of emotion that I couldn't put into words besides - love. It was that simple and that complicated.
"That was amazing." She stared up at me with a soft look.
"Good," I smirked and then added more seriously, "considering it was my first time. I really didn't know what the fuck I was doing." It was all instinctual, and it inflated my fucking ego like no one's business that I had brought her so much pleasure.
"That was your first time?" she asked curiously, her eyes warming with affection. I'd never been ashamed of being a virgin. I also hadn't ever directly stated it because it would have been looked down upon in our house once you were of age.
"My parents fucked around so much." I scoffed, "Literally. So I came to associate sex with cheating on your significant other, and maybe it's naive and I am a bit of a romantic...but I didn't want an empty experience. They slept with so many people that I started to become numb to it."
"Which is why monogamy was so important," Ama added softly, understanding the root of my issues with ease.
"It wasn't really about monogamy," I realized and looked at her. "It was about knowing that I had a special place in that person's life...Ama, you and I might not be monogamous, but we are exclusive, and coming to that understanding took a while, but it changed everything in my mind. I love you and the fact that you love me, well that concept is unreal. I know now that I don't have to split you. Your heart is capable of loving each of us equally, and I think mine is capable of considering these other men part of our future family. It wasn't something I could have ever predicted, but it's something I am fully embracing."
Ama's eyes watered, "Nico, you have no idea how much that means to me."
I smiled and pressed my head to hers, "I love you so much."
"I love you more," she teased.
Suddenly, a voice filled the space, making me chuckle, "And Iloveboth of you. But I will probably kill you, Nico. if you don't get her ass inside so she can sleep."
Good to know that Finias was back to his cheery, murderous self. The dude definitely didn’t love me, and the sarcasm with which he said it made it clear that he would more likely love to knock me out, but I knew he showed his affection through threats of violence with us guys. We might not be besties, but I knew at the end of the day he’d do anything to ensure Ama’s happiness, and I just needed to prove to him that I wouldn’t be fucking things up anymore. That Ama came first in my life as well.
Sitting up, I picked up Ama and headed back to the tent, knowing that in a few hours, we would be fighting a battle for our own future. A future that I found myself excited for now.
CHAPTER TWENTY