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He’d just robbed me of an orgasm. This fucker.
My mouth had fallen open in shock and I stood there gaping, allowing him to say, “Start talking or I’ll fill that gorgeous mouth with my cock.”
Coming out of my stupor, I half screamed, curling my hands into fists and hitting them against his arms lightly. “What the fuck, Seth! That was cruel.”
He shrugged nonchalantly as his hand began to stroke his cock languidly between us. “You want something. I want something. It’s a mutual exchange, Kitten.”
My eyes narrowed, my dominant side flaring at the injustice of being brought to the peak of ecstasy and having it brutally ripped away. I wouldn’t stand for this.
He held up a slender finger that had just been buried inside of me moments before, “I’ll even sweeten this deal. I’ll give you insight into Jamesonanda mind-numbing orgasm.”
I couldn’t help but scoff, “You think pretty highly of yourself. Mind-numbing? Maybe you’ve yet to show me that kind of orgasm. I didn’t realize it was something you were capable of.”
Smirking at the way his gaze darkened and his demeanor shifted, I knew I’d said the exact thing to push his buttons the way I needed. If I pushed him hard enough, he’d give me what I wanted just to prove what I already knew deep down.
Every single orgasm I got from him, with his fingers, tongue, and cock…were fucking incredible.
Much to my dismay, he took a few steps back and leaned against the stone wall and smirked. “You almost got me, Kitten,” he admitted. “But let me ask you this, have you ever thought of what happens to a wolf when they reject the bond, like Jameson did?”
My head jerked back at the swift change of conversation. “Why do you ask?”
His head tilted, a brief amount of pain flashing across his features as I stepped towards him and out of the water. “Jameson is losing the connection with his wolf. He claimed that he wanted to reject you, but then you guys fucked. Sealing the bond back in the pack lands before we left.”
“I…I don’t understand,” I floundered, blinking furiously as my mind reeled.
“When you reject a bond before consummation, it is incredibly painful to your soul for the rest of your life. But to reject the bond after…” he trailed off until he caught my gaze once more, “it’s denying the other half of your wolf's soul that you both claimed during sex as each other’s for life. When you reject it after that and the bond truly dissolves in finality, your wolf dies with it.”
My stomach felt sick as I thought of my bond with Jameson. I hadn’t felt that severing, but could it be because I had other mates to keep my wolf in place with our bonds and Jameson didn’t?
“How long?” I demanded, my body on fire for an entirely different reason now. I was spitting mad. How could he not tell me he was going through this? I would not stand for this. “How long do we have to fix this, and how do I fix it?”
CHAPTERSEVEN
JAMESON
He told her everything.
That motherfucker told her what I had admitted to him after he swore to take it to his grave. I suppose it was time to make good on sending him to that early grave. The most insane part of this was that there was no way he didn’t realize I was in here with them. I was lucky Kira hadn’t spotted me when I first walked in, because I honestly didn’t know why I followed them or what I wanted to do.
But Seth knewexactlywhat he was doing right now, forcing my hand in this.
I was too big of a coward to tell Kira the truth of what was happening to me, that was a given. But the truth was, I didn’t deserve for her to fix this for me. I’d thought maybe this is what I deserved. To lose my wolf for how I’d treated her, and so many others around me, in my blinding rage and resentment for the world growing up.
I was a piece of shit, and actions had consequences. I knew that now.
“How long?” Kira demanded, “How long do we have to fix this, and how do I fix it?”
I couldn’t deny how amazing it felt when my wolf bubbled to the surface for the first time in a week to speak into our shared mind. I missed him so damn much. It was like a piece of my body had been amputated in his absence and I was trying to remember how life was before I first shifted. How had it only been mere weeks? Even though our bond had flared to life with the first shift, I had always felt him deep within my soul, stirring restlessly. He had always been with me.
Mate?
Yeah, buddy. She’s here.
The fire in her words as she questioned Seth made me groan with a frustrating combination of lust and anger. This is exactly what I didn’t want…for her hand to feel like it was forced to fix it for me. Because the only way to fix this? To fuck again and officially mark each other with our teeth as bonded mates.
Supposedly, it was the way to heal the fractured soul and bridge between our human side and wolf side, displaying that we were in unity with our mate once more and forever.
Breaking the bonds of soulmates had different tiers of severity, I learned from one of the elders of our pack before I had joined my father in our journey to come to the Summit.
