ld on me?
 
 We Drove Down by the River
 
 parked beneath towering cottonwoods.
 
 Strange, how intensely desire
 
 builds when the monster waits
 
 at the far end of a drive.
 
 On the way I learned, for a bad boy
 
 Chase was incredibly smart. Webster
 
 would envy his vocabulary, he was up on
 
 current events, could quote Keats:
 
 Give me women, wine, and snuff
 
 Until I cry out hold, enough!
 
 You may do so sans objection
 
 Till the day of resurrection; for
 
 Bless my beard they aye shall be
 
 My beloved Trinity.
 
 No mirrors, no blades, Chase reached
 
 deep inside a pocket, withdrew an
 
 amber bottle with a tiny spoon attached
 
 to the lid. He set it on his knee.
 
 Hey, you’re shaking. You’re not
 
 scared, are you? We don’t have
 
 to do this, do anything at all. We
 
 can just sit and talk if you want.
 
 “I’m not afraid, Chase.” Not of him.
 
 Not with him. In fact, I felt quite safe.
 
 It was monster desire that made me
 
 tremble. Chase noticed.
 
 Take it easy with this stuff, Bree.
 
 It brings even good people to their