from Chase, told Mom I was going with Sarah.
 
 It was the first time in a long time I’d out and out
 
 lied and it bothered me. For about five minutes.
 
 I walked down to the 7-Eleven to wait for Chase,
 
 anticipation rumbling in my empty gullet.
 
 The sight of his red Toyota pickup brought
 
 a smile to my lips—and more, inside.
 
 We shared a seat, we shared a smoke,
 
 we shared a kiss or several.
 
 At school, Chase waited with me in some long
 
 lines. Yearbook. Class schedule. Student body card.
 
 I even smiled for the camera. I had to, with Chase
 
 checking out my student body, grinning like a toad.
 
 Back in the truck, more kisses and a cigarette of my
 
 own (pilfered from his pack, pilfered from his mom).
 
 He dropped me off around the corner from my house,
 
 gave me a stick of gum and a big, wet good-bye kiss.
 
 It might have been the perfect day except just
 
 as I closed the door, Scott happened
 
 to drive by.
 
 I learned a valuable lesson about lie construction
 
 and Mom gave me plenty of time to consider
 
 how to do it better.
 
 GUFN Again
 
 I
 
 sat on my bed, absentmindedly
 
 tracing the lopsided
 
 heart-shaped scar,
 
 didn’t
 
 read, didn’t write. All I did