scream.
 
 Instead
 
 I made
 
 a major—in
 
 retrospect,
 
 not the best—
 
 decision.
 
 I creaked
 
 to sitting,
 
 thought
 
 twice,
 
 but when
 
 she insisted
 
 I drag my
 
 rubbery
 
 bones to the
 
 dinner table,
 
 I looked
 
 her in the
 
 eye and for
 
 the first time
 
 in my life,
 
 told my
 
 mother,
 
 “Fuck you.”
 
 Major Mistake
 
 Her eyes popped wide, her jaw
 
 dropped like concrete. She reached
 
 out and shook me.
 
 What did you say?