I’ll be here. Besides, sweetheart,
 
 anticipation is half the fun.
 
 I could only hope the other half
 
 might one day be as wonderful.
 
 With Chase, it seemed possible.
 
 Meanwhile, I’d better go before
 
 your parents get back. Want to
 
 go outside for a smoke?
 
 Soft drifts of nicotine filled my
 
 lungs, soothing one hunger.
 
 Chase held me close.
 
 Funny thing, Kristina. Before you,
 
 I believed love was making love.
 
 Waiting only makes me
 
 love you more.
 
 Powerful Words
 
 Strong
 
 enough to latch on
 
 to me, bear the weight and
 
 lift
 
 me, induce buoyancy,
 
 float me in a brilliant, blue sky
 
 above
 
 the reach of personal demons.
 
 So peaceful, in the canopy, beyond
 
 distress
 
 and self-incrimination. I wanted
 
 to stay there forever.
 
 Impossible
 
 of course. Chase drove away