I could go, inviting him inside.
 
 He crawled right in, filled me
 
 with love so close to perfect,
 
 I asked him to pick me up,
 
 carry me off into his bed.
 
 He did.
 
 Chase Wagner,
 
 the most beautiful man
 
 in the whole wide world
 
 (despite what the rest of the world
 
 could see),
 
 showed me exactly how
 
 making love should be.
 
 I Was Aglow
 
 at the first knock.
 
 Soon the house filled
 
 with friends,
 
 with acquaintances,
 
 with complete strangers.
 
 I wanted to get to know
 
 each and every one.
 
 I wanted them all to know
 
 everything about me:
 
 my intellect,
 
 my beauty,
 
 my righteousness.
 
 Maybe you have to have been
 
 there (or to a rave) to relate.
 
 I had accessed my innermost
 
 recesses. I needed