Chase had been accepted by USC—
 
 the University of Southern California.
 
 They have an awesome film school …
 
 Early graduation, a full scholarship,
 
 for him, a dream come true.
 
 I’ll leave after Christmas break.
 
 For me, a dream or three, annihilated.
 
 I didn’t know what to say.
 
 Please don’t cry. It’s not so far away.
 
 It might as well be clear across the globe.
 
 Out of sight, out of my mind.
 
 … And the Ugly
 
 I was still upset when
 
 we pulled up to the bank.
 
 I was a ton more upset
 
 when the teller informed
 
 me that Mom had restricted
 
 my access to my own account.
 
 Okay, it had dwindled considerably.
 
 But I had to have cash the next day.
 
 You should not stand
 
 a guy like Roberto up.
 
 And I was in serious want
 
 of a fabulous bender.
 
 I’m not sure which one of
 
 the two made me more panicky.
 
 I asked Chase if I could
 
 borrow some money.
 
 But when I told him why, he told
 
 me I was nuts and took me home.