that yet.
 
 I found out
 
 soon enough that
 
 both Chase and Brendan
 
 knew the score—and both
 
 were interested in me. Brendan
 
 only wanted sex; Chase offered love.
 
 Either way, I had my path to the monster.
 
 Later, I discovered that Robyn, my
 
 old friend Trent’s sister (not to
 
 mention an “in” cheerleader),
 
 tweaked to stay thin
 
 and “pep up.” She
 
 taught me how
 
 to smoke it.
 
 It didn’t take
 
 long to immerse
 
 myself in the lifestyle.
 
 Didn’t take long for school
 
 to go to shit; for friendships and
 
 dedication to family to falter. Didn’t
 
 take long to become a slave to the monster.
 
 My Mom and Stepfather
 
 Tried to stop me before
 
 it all went completely wrong.
 
 Kristina spent almost a whole
 
 year GUFN—grounded
 
 until further notice.
 
 But Bree was really good
 
 at prying open windows