and black nightmares.
 
 Adam folded me gently
 
 into his arms,
 
 kissed my sobs,
 
 stilled my quaking.
 
 Don’t cry, Bree. It’s okay now.
 
 The patrol car drew
 
 even, slowed to
 
 a crawl, window
 
 rolled down, inquiring.
 
 Remember, you’re buzzed. Stay cool.
 
 Glad he was there, scared
 
 he was there, I dug deep
 
 for a smile, waved
 
 the cop away.
 
 Come on. Let’s go home.
 
 I Held Tight
 
 to his shirt
 
 all the way home,
 
 clung fast like
 
 a paranoid kitten.
 
 Dad wasn’t there,
 
 no doubt bowling
 
 off his own buzz,
 
 so I asked Adam in.
 
 We stayed up all
 
 night, smoking,
 
 talking, I struggle
 
 to remember
 
 exactly what