Presents? Surprises?
 
 Firsts?
 
 It didn’t hurt, not at all.
 
 The sting was rather
 
 pleasant, like excising
 
 an ingrown toenail.
 
 Or did pain define
 
 those memorable days?
 
 Now take the rush of
 
 snorting, multiply by
 
 100, you get smoking.
 
 To find mainlining, you
 
 approach infinity.
 
 Have you ever once in your life
 
 reached out to touch infinity?
 
 Elevation
 
 Oh, but a whole lot more. They say people
 
 who die from ecstasy die from overheating.
 
 Adding speed to the mix accelerates the process
 
 because it makes you want to dance until the sun comes up.
 
 The music made me dance. It entered my brain,
 
 firing spark plugs and pistons. It revved me to my feet.
 
 The crank was jet fuel, pumping through my veins, propulsion.
 
 I shifted into overdrive, motor heating steadily.
 
 I danced with guys, I danced with girls, hotter, closer,
 
 melting together like candles in a south-facing window.
 
 Our dance was primitive, beautiful, waves at high tide.
 
 Our dance was sensual, sexual, and yet somehow innocent.
 
 Spent calories orbited, raising temperatures. Some drank alcohol.
 
 The wise drank water. It tasted as good as champagne.