a taller head, one
 
 more little whiff
 
 (what could it hurt?),
 
 finally cresting
 
 steep cliffs of speed,
 
 rising above mundane,
 
 towering over ordinary.
 
 No sense of fear,
 
 I sit in my room,
 
 sketching beneath
 
 pale lamplight.
 
 No sense of foreboding,
 
 I listen to Leigh
 
 and Heather giggling
 
 behind the too-thin
 
 walls, doing
 
 whatever
 
 girlfriends do. At
 
 last, they fall silent.
 
 I immerse myself
 
 in charcoal portraiture,
 
 not even stressing about
 
 the fact that it might
 
 be a while before I have
 
 time to sketch again,
 
 or that I have most
 
 definitely embarked on
 
 a major bender.
 
 But I Have
 
 And not only that, but in