break, so even though it’s very late, a lot of
 
 people flow along the main avenues. Strangers.
 
 They’re strangers, but I don’t care. I want to be
 
 among them. Flow with them. Bodies. Faces.
 
 Most from any place but here. I like looking
 
 at the faces. All races. Expressions. Joyful (winners).
 
 Hateful (losers). Confused (users). Suddenly
 
 a single face falls into focus. Familiar. Loved.
 
 “Chase!” I run toward him, parting the crowd.
 
 He sees me. Smiles. Frowns. Half-waves.
 
 I see now he’s walking with someone. Holding her
 
 hand. She’s prettier than me. And she’s pregnant.
 
 What Do I Do Now?
 
 I want to turn. Flee.
 
 Act cowardly. But we’re
 
 practically touching.
 
 [Play the game.] “Hey,
 
 Chase. Long time, no see.”
 
 He drops the girl’s hand,
 
 dares to reach out and hug
 
 me. God, it’s good to see
 
 you. He backs away. Oh,
 
 this is my wife, Amanda.
 
 Wife? Yep. Matching
 
 gold bands. [Don’t you
 
 dare cry. Suck it up.]
 
 “Hi, Amanda. I’m Kristina.
 
 Chase and I…are friends.”
 
 Amanda tosses her long
 
 blond hair. Smiles. Good