of a relationship with Trey?
 
 Which would come first?
 
 The meth? Or me?
 
 I’m Glad
 
 I have a little of my own stash
 
 left this morning. I’d never make
 
 it through work otherwise. It’s
 
 damn little, but enough to help me
 
 shake off the no-sleep goofiness.
 
 And hey, later today I’ll have more
 
 than enough to make up for it.
 
 At least Hunter didn’t need
 
 attention before I got up, got
 
 dressed, and left for work, three
 
 whiffs of ice my only breakfast.
 
 I know I should eat something.
 
 Just don’t know how to manage
 
 that, with my stomach turning
 
 cartwheels. The meth is only half
 
 to blame. The other half is my
 
 brain, which won’t leave Trey at
 
 the back of it. He’s front row, center.
 
 I’m in a pheromone fog
 
 as I make coffee, stock rows
 
 of cigarettes, mop up a customer’s
 
 mistake. Mindless work, and there’s
 
 always more when I’m finished
 
 with what I’m doing. Except when
 
 it gets busy, I leave the cash
 
 register math to Midge, who’s