since my days with Chase, have
 
 combined to perhaps affect my driving.
 
 I’m Crawling Home
 
 like an old woman, working hard
 
 to stay centered in my lane.
 
 The car wants to veer right, then left.
 
 But whether that’s because
 
 of my condition, or weather conditions,
 
 I’m not exactly sure.
 
 It started to flurry before I left for Red
 
 Rock. And now it’s coming
 
 down faster, starting to stick to the asphalt.
 
 The LTD is heavy, its tires
 
 fully treaded. But there’s a long, steep
 
 off-ramp ahead.
 
 A nerve attack rattles my teeth. The hands
 
 gripping the steering wheel
 
 begin to shake, and when I try to stop them,
 
 they don’t respond to my
 
 commands, as if they belong to someone else.
 
 [Get it together. This isn’t rocket
 
 science. Remember what Scott told you about
 
 driving in snow.]
 
 Okay, stop sign ahead. Pump the brakes.
 
 Wait! Was that don’t
 
 pump the brakes? Shit! I choose middle
 
 ground, slide to a stop,
 
 turn the corner gradually, head for Brad’s.
 
 Wow. That wasn’t so bad.
 
 Looks like it’s been snowing longer here, though.