this road. Still, just my luck, tonight
 
 will be the night one is visiting
 
 his girlfriend out here or something.
 
 I don’t mind getting a ticket, if that’s
 
 the most that will happen. But any
 
 cop trained as a DRE would definitely
 
 know what’s up. In fact, it probably
 
 wouldn’t take a drug recognition
 
 expert to expertly recognize how fucked
 
 up I am right now. I’ll be a lot less
 
 likely to go to jail in the morning. Oops.
 
 It is morning, somewhere close to five.
 
 It isn’t too far, maybe a little over
 
 a mile, but it’s dumping snow, and I
 
 didn’t bring my coat. [Stupid.] My
 
 feet slip and slide, and before very
 
 long, my sweater and hair are frosted
 
 white. The cold makes me shiver,
 
 the meth makes me shake, and by the time
 
 I jam my key into the lock,
 
 my fingers barely work enough to turn it.
 
 I tiptoe up to my room and into
 
 a hot shower. By the time I dry
 
 off, enveloped by warm scented
 
 steam, a gray dawn illuminates
 
 my window. Outside, the snow
 
 keeps unfolding a canvas of white.
 
 I Sit by the French Doors
 
 Dazed and sore, sorer by the minute,
 
 watching the relentless storm. It hasn’t