[He’s too little to care this year, anyway.]
 
 I have to make a decision. Family.
 
 Or Trey. Spending Christmas making
 
 love with Trey. Easy decision.
 
 Mom’s still waiting to hear it.
 
 Kristina? Do you need a ride?
 
 I can pick you up in the morning.
 
 Okay, I can’t tell her I’m playing
 
 nanny tomorrow. What kind of excuse
 
 would placate her? Hard answer: none.
 
 “No, no. Don’t pick me up. I’ll try
 
 to get a ride from a friend. What
 
 time are you planning dinner?”
 
 The same time it’s been your
 
 entire life. You do remember
 
 what time that is, don’t you?
 
 Snippy?
 
 No doubt, and she
 
 has every right to snip.
 
 Only problem is, right now
 
 I’m unsnippable, shielded by glass-
 
 plated armor. Another choice: Try
 
 to find peace in the twilight zone,
 
 or climb into the monster’s
 
 rocket and lift off.
 
 Plenty of time
 
 to get buzzed anon. I’ll
 
 try to slide into some manner
 
 of sleep, to make up for what I’ll
 
 miss later. “I love you,” I murmur,