sense of fear, despite the large quantity
 
 of fine Mexican methamphetamine
 
 beneath the front seat. It’s a forty-
 
 minute drive home, at the speed limit,
 
 and I have to admit getting away
 
 from Red Rock, Brad, and the girls feels
 
 like freedom. Guess I’m finding space I like.
 
 On a lark, I hit Trey’s number on my speed
 
 dial. I about drop the phone when he actually
 
 answers, and on the second ring. Hey, you.
 
 Must be ESP. I was just thinking about you.
 
 My first thought is, He’s thinking about
 
 me! [My first thought is, Yeah, right.]
 
 We talk for ten minutes and every doubt
 
 about what he feels for me dissolves.
 
 There are a few uncomfortable moments,
 
 like when he asks, So, what’s up with Brad?
 
 The Bree in me has a ready smart-ass answer,
 
 which I quickly squelch in favor of telling him
 
 Brad fixed my car. [Oh, he fixed more than
 
 that, didn’t he?] But Trey’s next query, about
 
 “availability,” elicits an “Oh, duh” moment.
 
 When I tell him, “No problem,” he says,
 
 Cool. I’m thinking about a quick trip over
 
 the mountain. You’ll be around, won’t you?
 
 Well, where else would I be, especially with
 
 him coming? My heart hammers, blood
 
 pumping wildly until I pull into Mom’s driveway
 
 and realize he’s coming more for glass than for me.
 
 That’s What’s on My Mind