Yeah, me too. “Water
 
 under the bridge,” I
 
 answer. What
 
 else can I
 
 say—I
 
 want your cash?
 
 But it’s really hard to
 
 look at him, especially after
 
 just being with my baby. His
 
 baby. Our baby. God, that stings.
 
 He Wants a Sample
 
 I’m generous with that.
 
 We smoke three bowls,
 
 and as the ice does what
 
 it’s supposed to do, his
 
 eyes take on the glow
 
 of the monster. Major
 
 déjà vu. Have I made
 
 an irreversible mistake?
 
 Not bad, he says. You
 
 fucking the guy you
 
 got it from? There’s
 
 the Brendan I know
 
 and hate. The worst
 
 part is, he’s right. “No,
 
 he’s fucking me. So,
 
 are you in or what?”
 
 A slip of the tongue,
 
 and he pounces on it.
 
 It might be a little tight,