One quick step.
 
 I go to the railing,
 
 tilt my face over, into
 
 a cold, black breeze.
 
 Into death,
 
 reaching out for me.
 
 It touches my face,
 
 tempting me,
 
 It’s easy.
 
 No! Not yet. I throw
 
 myself into reverse,
 
 head back to the motel.
 
 Bright and Early
 
 The next morning, Brad
 
 calls on his way to work.
 
 Glad you’re up. Is
 
 everything okay?
 
 “I’ve been up since day
 
 before yesterday. And
 
 everything’s fucked,
 
 like anyone gives a shit.”
 
 Okay, I’m kind of bitchy.
 
 Several reasons for that.
 
 Brad ignores the jab. I talked
 
 to Cesar. He’s good with
 
 meeting you. After work?
 
 “Sure. Pick me up? You
 
 know where to find me.”
 
 For the second time I’m
 
 about to become intertwined