He talks all the way back
 
 to the motel about how we
 
 can make it all work out.
 
 By the time we park the
 
 car and go upstairs, my life
 
 has shifted gears, again.
 
 It All Sounded So Easy
 
 But a number of obstacles
 
 popped up right away.
 
 Getting an apartment
 
 when you don’t have a job
 
 is tough. I guess they want
 
 to know the rent will happen.
 
 Getting a job
 
 when all you want to do
 
 is get high isn’t exactly
 
 a priority. Anyway, dealing
 
 is much easier than
 
 working for a living.
 
 But you can’t really put
 
 “dealer” under “occupation”
 
 on the rental application.
 
 Convincing a manager
 
 took a fair amount of lying,
 
 and Brad’s cooperation.
 
 And, with Angela squarely
 
 in the way, that
 
 wasn’t easy either.
 
 But blood is thicker than
 
 marriage. Brad didn’t