I locate the box, dig down for
 
 the bottom batch. Let’s go!
 
 insists Trey. But I want to make
 
 this look real, so I go into Mom’s
 
 bedroom, empty her jewelry box
 
 and, for good measure, grab
 
 the digital camera, too. Out the
 
 door, no one the wiser. For now.
 
 We even stop by the game. Fifth
 
 inning, Jake has been replaced.
 
 And we’re too wired for dinner.
 
 Mom Can’t Have a Clue
 
 About what we just did,
 
 where we just came from.
 
 But she definitely knows we’re high.
 
 She gives Hunter to Scott, pulls me down
 
 the steps, behind the bleachers.
 
 Trey stays behind.
 
 Mom puts her hands on my
 
 cheeks, squeezes as she looks
 
 into my eyes. I can imagine how they look.
 
 God, Kristina. Look at you. If you keep
 
 this up, you’re going to die.
 
 Are you trying to die?
 
 I can’t look that bad, can
 
 I? [You can. Do. But play
 
 the game. Deny.] “What do you mean?”
 
 Concern becomes anger. You know what
 
 I mean. Jesus. How stupid
 
 do you think I am? I know