Mom says he wandered in late
 
 to my baptism, dragging
 
 Kristina along, both of them
 
 wearing the stench of monster
 
 sweat. Monster, meaning crystal
 
 meth. They’d been up all night,
 
 catching a monstrous buzz.
 
 It wasn’t the first time
 
 they’d partied together. That
 
 was in Albuquerque, where dear
 
 old Gramps lives, and where
 
 Kristina met the guy who popped
 
 her just-say-no-to-drugs cherry.
 
 Our lives were never the same
 
 again, Mom often says. That
 
 was the beginning of six years
 
 of hell. I’m not sure how we all
 
 survived it. Thank God you were
 
 born safe and sound. . . .
 
 All my fingers, toes, and a fully
 
 functional brain. Yadda, yadda . . .
 
 Well, I am glad about the brain.
 
 Except when Mom gives me
 
 the old, What is up with you?
 
 You’re a brilliant kid. Why do
 
 you refuse to perform like one?
 
 A C-plus in English? If you would
 
 just apply yourself . . .
 
 Yeah, yeah. Heard it before.
 
 Apply myself? To what?