she gave me, through genetics.
 
 We are Scandinavian willows,
 
 with vanilla hair and glacier blue
 
 eyes and bone china skin. Two
 
 hours in the sun turns me the color
 
 of ripe watermelon. When I lead
 
 cheers at football games, it is wearing
 
 SPF 60 sunblock. Gross. Basketball
 
 season is better, but I’ll be glad
 
 when it’s over. Between dance lessons
 
 and vocal training and helping out
 
 at the food bank (all grooming for Miss
 
 Teen Nevada), I barely have time for
 
 homework, let alone fun. At least
 
 staying busy mostly keeps my mind
 
 off Conner. I wish I could forget
 
 about him, but that’s not possible.
 
 I tumbled hard for that guy. Gave him
 
 all of me. I thought we had something
 
 special. He even let me see the scared
 
 little boy inside him, the one not many
 
 other people ever catch a glimpse of.
 
 I wonder if he showed that boy to
 
 the ambulance drivers who took him to
 
 the hospital, or to the doctors and nurses
 
 who dug the bullet out of his chest. Sewed
 
 him up. Saved his life. I want to see him, but
 
 Cara says he can’t have visitors. Bet he doesn’t
 
 want them—scared he might look helpless.
 
 Sean Terrence O’Connell