hard as stones and leaking
 
 a little. Another twinge
 
 of guilt. No more
 
 breast milk for Hunter.
 
 Trey hands me a scrap of paper.
 
 Here’s my number, and give
 
 me yours, too, okay?
 
 In case you forget to call.
 
 His hand brushes mine
 
 like a summer kiss. Heightened
 
 by the meth spinning circles
 
 in my brain, his simple touch—
 
 not to mention his request—
 
 sparks shivers, thigh to neck.
 
 But it is time to go. I spent
 
 my motel money, and anyway,
 
 I’m much too buzzed
 
 to sleep. Might as well drive
 
 on home. Three hours will
 
 go by like nothing, this buzzed.
 
 “Thanks for everything, Robyn.
 
 Awesome meeting you, Trey.
 
 Hope to see you again soon.”
 
 Real, real soon.
 
 I Start to Leave
 
 Reconsider, knowing I’ll
 
 want to stop for a small
 
 pick-me-up along
 
 the long road home.
 
 “Oh, hey. Can you spare