to make that meeting happen.
 
 But how can we possibly come
 
 now? I wouldn’t know what
 
 to say to Dad, or how to react
 
 when I saw him. Why hasn’t
 
 he ever once called me, Kristina?
 
 How can he care so little?
 
 I don’t want to tell her drugs—
 
 and maybe sex—mean more
 
 to him than anything, though
 
 I know in my heart that’s
 
 the truth. I don’t want to tell
 
 her that’s the way of the monster.
 
 “I don’t know, Leigh. But you
 
 have to come, okay?”
 
 I haven’t seen her in months,
 
 and want her here for my birthday,
 
 not to mention the baptism.
 
 Suddenly I know what to say.
 
 Pastor Keith will simply
 
 have to deal with it, one way
 
 or another. Anyway, I’m not
 
 so sure God will have a hard
 
 time with my choice.
 
 “I want you and Heather
 
 to be Hunter’s godparents.
 
 Please, Leigh. Please come.”
 
 It’s Been Almost a Week
 
 Since Leigh reluctantly agreed
 
 to serve as Hunter’s godmother.