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 Sophie Oak
 
 Chapter Nine
 
 The cold water shook the cobwebs out of Cian Finn’s mind with a
 
 teeth-jarring shock. He took a deep breath and forced himself to go
 
 under. The chill prickled along his skin. He needed to try to think
 
 clearly.
 
 It had been almost impossible lately. The thoughts in his head
 
 would come and go like butterflies flitting in and out. He couldn’t
 
 catch them and keep them. They were too fast. A thought would
 
 come, and Cian would get excited. He would start to follow through
 
 on it, and then he would be standing somewhere wondering exactly
 
 how he had gotten there. Cian didn’t like to talk about his problems
 
 with his brother. Beck had his own problems. He didn’t need to worry
 
 about his little brother’s failing brain, but it was becoming something
 
 he couldn’t hide. Even if he tried to hide it, he would have forgotten
 
 what he was trying to do. It was easier when Beck was around to
 
 ground him. When his brother was in close proximity, Cian was able
 
 to focus for longer periods of time.
 
 Cian broke the surface of the water. There was a momentary
 
 terror. It came with the revelation that he didn’t know where he was.
 
 Cian took a deep breath and banished the fear. It wouldn’t do any
 
 good. It would just make him look like a fool, and then his father
 
 would be angry with him.
 
 He seemed to be swimming.
 
 No. He was bathing, and his father was dead. His father had been
 
 gone a very long time. Uncle Torin had killed him and taken their
 
 throne. He and Beck were outcasts. Yes, he remembered that part. He
 
 wasn’t a child anymore. He was a man. He had to act like one.
 
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