she’d been gone, it had gotten cold on the Earth plane.
 
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 She walked until the crowds were gone. She walked through the
 
 quiet streets of downtown in abject misery. She would have to accept
 
 the fact that there was no way to get home. She couldn’t find the door
 
 to the Faery plane. Even if she could, how would she open it?
 
 A great wave of sadness rolled over her as she finally had to face
 
 the fact that Beck and Cian were gone. They were separated from her
 
 by that door as surely as death could ever force them apart.
 
 Would they think she’d run? Meg couldn’t stand that. She loved
 
 them.
 
 Meg stopped in the middle of the sidewalk and leaned against the
 
 brick of the building. The tears would be held off no longer, and she
 
 sobbed into her hands. How could she be here, so far from them? She
 
 still felt them. They were in her heart. How could the distance be so
 
 great? The demon had been right. She was a nothing on this plane.
 
 She had been someone on the Faery plane, and not because she had
 
 been queen. It wasn’t that Beck and Cian had loved her, either. Their
 
 love hadn’t made her into the woman she had become. Her love had.
 
 Loving them had made her a better person. Love had made her
 
 heart into a huge thing with the capacity to forgive even herself.
 
 She would hold on to it. She would hold on to the love she had for
 
 them. If there was any way to get back to them, she would find it.
 
 There were vampires on this plane. She would find them. The
 
 vampires would help her, if they didn’t eat her first.
 
 Meg felt better now that she had a plan. It was an insane plan, but
 
 it was a plan. She felt the satchel on her hip and sighed in relief. The
 
 vampire computer was still in it. Its shape and weight were a joy to
 
 her. She wouldn’t be able to connect to the vampire version of the