Page 5 of Muse (Fighting Fate)

His hips settled between my legs, and I could feel the hardness of his erection against me. I moaned softly. “Jace,” I whispered.

Jace’s answering groan set me off even more. “Fuck, Mia. You’re killing me. Please say you want this…” he groaned.

His words made me pause. Did I? I knew I was caught up in the moment – caught up in my fantasy of him, but was this the right thing? I knew I was sick of hiding. I was sick of always missing out because I was scared. I didn’t want to miss out on this.

I wasn’t stupid. I knew Jace didn’t do girlfriends. I wasn’t expecting anything else. I just wanted to feel. For one night.

“Yes, Jace,” I breathed. “I want you…”

A low growl sounded deep in his throat, and I arched into him even more. His kisses moved down my throat, over my collar bone, and down to take gentle licks at my straining nipples. My hands clenched even tighter in his hair. I’d never felt so much sensation at one time. I wondered if it was possible to die from sensory overload.

But Jace just kept on going. His tongue lapped further south, mov

ing over my stomach to my belly button in a slow, tormenting rhythm. When he started kissing the insides of my thighs, I almost leapt right off the bed, but nothing could’ve prepared me for the immediate burst of sensation when his tongue touched the very core of me. “OH MY GOD!”

My hands dragged the sheets into my tight fists as he relentlessly teased me with his tongue, and within a few short minutes, my world was shattering around me and I was gripping Jace’s head for fear of his abandonment before I was ready to let the ride of ecstasy go.

When the intense waves subsided, I loosened my hold, my body falling languid against the bed, and Jace began kissing his way back up to me again. When he reached my breasts, the stirring inside me reignited and my body reacted instantaneously, arching upwards for more. By the time he came back to my mouth, I was panting again and hungrier than ever for his kiss.

It wasn’t until he came down on top of me properly that I realized somewhere along the way, Jace had disposed of his jeans and put on a condom. Jesus. Was he freaking superman? How had I not noticed him doing that?

The feel of his erection pressing against my stomach created the most intense ache inside me I’d ever felt.

“You need to tell me now if you don’t want this, Mia,” Jace said, his voice strained.

I shook my head. I needed him inside me. Now. But I couldn’t bring myself to say the words. Instead, I kissed him forcefully and tilted my hips to urge him inside me.

Jace groaned loudly, allowing me to do what I needed. He kissed me hard, forcefully, thrusting his tongue inside, tangling it with mine. I moved my hips more, my hands coming down onto his hips to pull him further inside me. All restraint gone, Jace thrust inside me. Hard.

The sudden pain was a shock to my system, and the yelp that came out was automatic. Whoops.

Jace froze. “Mia?”

I couldn’t speak. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t even move. My body was wound so tight, I thought I might implode. I forced myself to take a deep breath, and then another. The pain quickly started subsiding, and the pressure of Jace’s body on top of mine soon started to send little shivers of an entirely different feeling altogether.

Jace pulled back a little so he could see my face, ultimately bringing his manhood with him. I tensed, expecting it to hurt, but the feeling was the exact opposite. “Are you okay?” he asked, his voice a little husky.

I exhaled, trying to relax my tightly wound body and nodded. “Yeah, I think so. Just…go slow…”

I could tell he was hardly breathing. His body seemed to be tensed more than mine. Slowly, I moved my hips, tilting upwards to take more of him in, and then I slowly moved the other way. Jace hissed through his teeth.

When I felt no discomfort, I relaxed, moaning softly under my breath. Closing my eyes, I just let my body feel.

Jace groaned roughly near my ear. “God, Mia. You’re so fucking tight.” His breath came heavy and strained. “Fuck, you feel so good.”

His words had the most amazing effect on me. I loved his dirty mouth. My breathing started to come much faster like his, and so did my movements. Soon, we were both moving together, our rhythm increasing with our desire. I could feel the tension growing inside me, building up to seek another glorious release, and right at that moment, I couldn’t think of anything but getting there.

I ground my hips harder against him, not knowing if what I was doing was right, but frantic to do it just the same. I knew I was reaching my climax. It was so close, I could sense it.

Jace was breathing hard against my cheek, the sound of his pleasure sending mine through the roof, but before I could beg him for release, I felt my body suddenly teetering on the edge of something wonderful, and I let it all go.

My head fell back and my back arched. My breath rushed in and out, and the waves started crashing. Big thunderous waves that surpassed anything I’d even felt before. I whimpered. “Oh, God! Jace!”

At the sound of my ecstasy, Jace began to pump faster, harder. I clung to him, desperate to hold on to the intense pleasure that was coursing through me. Then he groaned, his body tensing even more. “Fuck!”

Wow. So this was what I’d been missing out on.

Chapter 4

---