Sliding my hands up his chest, I moved my body closer, pushing up onto my toes until our mouths met, hot and breathy, open and needy. His breath shook, letting me know just how affected he really was. The sound of it sent a pang of need right through the very core of my body, driving me closer, pressing me harder.

Gripping the back of his neck in my hand, I moved my lips over his, my tongue slowly sliding, seeking, hungry for more. As his hands moved down my back, his fingers pressing, massaging, molding my body to his, I arched into him a little more, welcoming his tongue as he explored and tasted.

My fingers tensed, my nails biting into his skin, desperate for this to never end. Grabbing my butt, he bent his knees, pulling me against him, lifting me until I had no choice but to wrap my arms around his neck and my legs around his hips.

“One day I’m going to fuck you down here, Jess,” he said, biting at my earlobe. “But right now, I need to spread you out. I need to taste your pussy again.”

Clutching him tighter, I kissed him hard. There were so many things I loved about those words, but none more than the promise of this happening again. As he moved through the apartment, his strides steady and sure as he started up the stairs to my room, my hope grew. “God, I want you so bad right now.”

Pushing through the door, he lowered me down, my body sliding over his until my feet hit the floor. Then he was grabbing at my dress, pulling it upward, yanking it over my head until it was nothing but a scrap of material tossed from my thoughts.

My hands scrambled to do the same to him, my need growing to the point of hysteria. Ripping his shirt over his head, I went straight for the button on his jeans, while he flicked the clasp on my bra. As the last of our clothes fell to the floor, Eli grabbed me and pushed me to the bed, climbing over the top of me, his mouth taking mine with greed as he pushed my legs apart. But I had other ideas. I wanted to taste him too.

Wriggling underneath him, I pushed at his body until he succumbed and flopped onto his back, groaning as I straddled his hips. Leaning down to kiss him, I slid my tongue inside, the same time I rubbed my pussy over his straining cock.

“Fuck, Jess,” he grunted, his hands grabbing at my hips, trying to still my movements.

But I wasn’t ready to stop. Licking my way down his neck, I sucked at the spot where his neck and shoulder met, tasting the sweet spiciness that was purely Eli. And then I slowly worked my way down.

Running my tongue over his nipple, I pressed my chest against his cock, letting it slide between my boobs as I writhed on top of him. When I reached his belly button, I felt him strain underneath me, his cock twitching with need, mere millimeters away from my lapping tongue.

With my hands on the bed on either side of him, I slowly ran my tongue over the length of him, from the base of his cock, to the tip, swirling the tip of my tongue around the end of his broad head. I wanted to touch him, clasp my hand around his thick shaft and feel the hardness of it as I moved it up and down. But I took my time, teasing him, licking as much of his cock as I could get to.

“You’ve got thirty seconds, Jess,” he grunted. “That’s all I’m going to be able to take. Then you’re mine.”

Fleetingly, I wondered if I could tell him no, but as his body tensed underneath me, I knew I had no chance of stopping him if he decided my time was up. Taking the opportunity while I had it, I grabbed a hold of his cock with my hand and lightly squeezed as I slowly sucked all I could fit of him into my mouth.

“Jesus fucking Christ!” he roared, his whole body arching, veins straining with tension.

Then I began to work him, my hand and mouth finding a nice, steady rhythm, my tongue stroking, circling the tip, before I took him deeper, again and again. I watched him as I pleasured him, his head lifting to gaze down at me, desperation mixed with insanity burning in the depths of his eyes, before he dropped it back to the pillow, his chest rising and falling, fast and deep.

His cock twitched in my mouth, the length of him growing harder again, preparing to take his climax. I reveled in it, stroking him faster, sucking him harder, but then I was moving, my body twisting, falling, and Eli was pushing at me, pressing me into the mattress, his cock sliding against the inside of my thigh. Opening my legs wider, I tilted my hips, thrusting higher, my body searching for a way to have him inside me.

As Eli pinned my hands to the bed beside my head, he took my mouth with his own, scorching me, biting at my lips, growling his need for me. “I meant what I said the last time I had you like this, Jess. If we’re going to do this, I want you on birth control, because I want to come inside you. I want to know that you can feel where I’ve been. I want you to be reminded of me every time you move and you can feel my come dripping from your pussy.”

My head swam, my body coiled so tight I felt ready to explode. “I’m already on birth control,” I choked out. “And you know my results were clean,” I added, reminding him of the tests that had been included with the drug test.

“Fuck,” he grunted. “I need you so fucking much. Can I have you like this, Jess? I promise I’m clean. I need to feel you. I need to come inside you.”

As his cock slid over my clit, I gasped, the instant tremor that came before a climax shocking me into a state of desperation. “Oh my God, Eli,” I choked. “I’m going to come.”

Without another word, Eli slammed into me, only thrusting a few times before he roared and I screamed. And as stars exploded in the sky, I let myself believe it was going to work. Because I honestly didn’t know what would happen to me if it didn’t. I wasn’t sure I’d actually survive.

Chapter 44

Eli

Hands clutching hers, I pressed my lips to her neck and inhaled, desperately trying to catch my breath. Inside her, my cock twitched, defiant and so very unwilling to leave the sanctuary he now wished to reside in for the rest of his life. Somewhere inside me, a voice was telling me I’d just fucked up and I needed to fix it right now, but I shoved it down, burying it deep, trying to just let the scent of her reassure me into calm.

Underneath me, Jess let out a little moan, her breath racing as her hands tightened on mine. Like me, her body was still reacting to her orgasm, her pussy occasionally clenching around my cock as we both slowly came down.

When I knew I couldn’t put it off any longer, I shifted, slowly withdrawing until I could roll onto my back beside her. “Holy fuck.” It was all I had. I was in a state of confusion and shock and awe. I didn’t know what the fuck I was doing, or where my head was at.

Jess let out a long, slow breath. “Uh-huh.”

I chuckled at the dazed sound. She seemed just as bewildered as I was. “Are you all right?”

She rolled onto her side and smirked at me. “As much as I love the idea of your come dripping from me all day,” she said, her words impossibly making my dick twitch with interest. “I need to pee.”