Tyler nods.
“Good,” he harrumphs. “At least those idiots got that right.”
I nod.
“They’re not idiots, Daddy. In fact, I’d say that Jack and Jock are quite attractive. I had a good time with them, both last night with the egg, and this morning when I met them for coffee downtown.”
My dad stares at me.
“So you’ve been talking to them,” he says slowly.
“I have. They told me about Dads and Daughters, and also about how you and Layla played a role in this. They told me about initiations and what’s expected of the daughters, and the truth is: well, I think I’d like to join. I’d like to be initiated as a daughter into the club.”
Tyler stares at me, his mouth practically hanging open.
“Are you sure, Sienna? After all this, you want to join?”
I nod, biting my lip.
“I think I do. In fact, I know I do. I don’t have much experience with men, and I think Jock and Jack are the right ones to show me the way. But is that okay, Daddy? Are girls ever initiated by two men?”
My dad shakes his head.
“It has happened in the past, but it’s rare. We only do it if the girl makes the request herself.”
I nod.
“Then do you think you can set it up for me? Can you contact the club members, and set up an initiation?”
My dad doesn’t answer right away. Instead, he passes a hand over his eyes before swiping down his face to clutch at his jaw.
“This is incredible,” he breathes. “After all my fuck-ups, for this to happen.”
“You’re not a fuck-up,” I say quickly. “You were a man in need, Daddy, and if I’d known you were so depressed, I would have done anything to help you get better. This is my way of helping, Dad. Actually, we’re way beyond that now. We don’t owe Jack and Jock anything. I want this, and I’m asking for your help to set it up.”
My dad shakes his head again, completely befuddled.
“Okay, Sienna. I’ll look into it, and I think the club is going to give you the green light. But are you sure this is what you want? Like you said, we don’t owe the Larsons anything. Not now. You don’t have to do anything you’re not comfortable with.”
I nod, a small smile creeping to my lips.
“I know, Daddy. But this is what I want, and to tell you the truth? I’m looking forward to it.”
Tyler still looks confused, as if a ton of bricks just crashed onto his head. But he nods again, and takes my hand, clasping it in his big one. His fingers shake a bit and I squeeze reassuringly.
“Okay sweetheart,” he says. “I just want you to be sure. I may not have been the best dad the last couple of years, but I want you to know that I love you. I care about you because you’re my one and only child. I only want what’s best for you.”
Tears spring to my eyes.
“I know, Daddy, and I love you too. But this time, I’m taking fate into my hands. It’s time for me to be in the driver’s seat, and Jock and Jack Larson are the perfect men to make it happen.”
With that, it’s settled. Tyler is going to inquire about an initiation for me, at the hands of the Larson men. It wasn’t supposed to happen this way, but a hot thrill of excitement runs through my sweetest spot in anticipation. After all, I had fun with Jack and Jock and the egg. What will it be like to be with them in person, hot and heavy? I can’t wait to find out.
8
Sienna
I step into the lodge, amazed that it even exists. When we first pulled up to the structure, my mouth fell open.
“This belongs to the club?” I asked, staring at the imposing log building.
“It does,” confirmed my dad, switching off the ignition of the truck. “There aren’t too many guys here yet, but they’ll be arriving soon for your initiation.”
After all, Tyler conferred with the group and they approved my initiation into Dads and Daughters. Even better, they approved my initiation at the hands of Jock and Jack Larson, and I’m practically humming in my seat, unable to wait.
I haven’t seen Jock and Jack since our meeting in the coffee shop, but my memories of the men keep me awake at night, tossing and turning with restlessness. Those piercing blue eyes, the handsome chiseled faces, and most of all, those huge bodies. What are they like down there? The two men are at least six three, with thighs like tree trunks. That means that must be big in their private parts as well, right?
I can’t wait to find out as part of my initiation, but I’m not sure what’s going to happen during the process. All of that is still unclear to me. Are they going to whisk me off, and we’ll do our thing? Or is there more pomp and circumstance?