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Icalled the guys to my room. It was bigger than the three of theirs, I wanted them to know something, well this was happening, quarantine was ending and they would be on their way.

We’d never sat down and just spoken about my relationship with the three of them, until now, I didn’t even know that they knew each other, until they came here. There was a knock on my door, and then I took a deep breath, ready to face the music. Dinner time, was over and I needed to know what their plans were and to put all the cards on the table.

I knew Chaz and Adonis over email, but I’d never really sat down and taken the time to get to know them since I’d been back.

I opened it, thinking that all three of them would be on the other side of the door. Adoni’s blue eyes lit up as soon as he saw me. I was worried, that I didn’t look as excited.

“Where’s the other two?”

“Hi, to you too Kiara. I came alone. I want us to talk.”

I nodded, and then shifted out of the way, motioning with my hand for him to enter. I felt as if my heart was beating out of control as I shut the door and lingered in front of it for a few seconds. Then I turned to face him.

He appeared to be just as nervous as I was, as sat at my table and stared at the floor. It was late, getting to midnight and as much as I wanted this conversation, part of me wanted to tell him to forget it, and leave it for another day.

He opened his mouth to speak, and my heart felt as if it’d come to a complete stop, as I backed against the door for support.

He stood up a little, and motioned his hand for me to come nearer. As I did, he swept me in his arms. This time, I was sitting on his lap. Adonis, always had a way of making me feel safe, and I did as I sat and stroked his face, and he stroked my arm.

“We don’t know what to do with ourselves. We know that you’ve been with the three of us. We know we want to be with you, but we’re not sure how.”

“You mean? Why choose?”

He nodded in confirmation.

“That’s the thing, you say that now, but then I remember my friend, Lucy.”

“Your roommate?” He asked.

“Yes, in college, she said that it was great at first, having three guys, but then there comes a time when one gets jealous. Or it just gets complicated.”

He stroked my arm, and then moved up to my face. I loved his hands, they were slightly rough, he had a farm and used to work there before joining the SEALs, but he would always touch me so gently.

I closed my eyes as I took a deep breath. I couldn’t believe that I wanted them to choose, but it felt as if they had discussed it, and they didn’t want me to do it.

“We’re grown men. We know what we want, and you don’t have to Kiara. This is the real reason I came to see you alone, to find out if you would have not just me. But all three of us.”

I pressed my lips against him, thinking that they were thinking the same thing as I was, which meant that Lucy wasn’t right. There was a way to be with them all, but they had to all be on board with it. That must be the difference between her guys and mine. I didn’t have to let them go.

I broke our kiss.

“I’m right where I want to be.”

I confirmed to him.

“And me.”

This time, I opened my mouth, and he slipped his tongue inside of it. My hand moved to pull him closer towards me. The feeling that he brought out in me, made me feel alive. Not just Adonis, but all three of them.

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Finally,I had a day off. I could do that, now the quarantine was over, and we were free to do whatever we wanted and that meant spending time with my three men.

“Oh, I’m more than ready, Kiara. I’ve been thinking about nothing else for the last two hours,” Adonis spoke as Chaz turned the television off. “I think what you need, my dear, sweet girl…”

Chaz paused as he stood up, in a pair of low-slung black pajama bottoms now, to walk towards me. Chaz stalked up to me until I had to look up at him, my eyes full of curiosity and longing. What was he going to do? What was he going to say, more importantly?

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