She never wanted me to be an artist.”
 
 “Why not? She’s one.”
 
 “I know. I guess that’s why. She has this idea that you have
 
 to sell your soul to succeed.”
 
 Dani’s forehead furrowed. “Do you?”
 
 “I don’t know. It makes me think she did something or had
 
 something done to her in order to…I don’t know.”
 
 “Like how people sleep with a director to get in a movie?”
 
 “Jesus. I hope not.”
 
 “Do you think that’s what happened? She had to sleep with
 
 someone she didn’t want to?”
 
 Emily dug up another handful of sand. She’d never actually
 
 thought about that before. Her mom had always alluded to
 
 something bad in the way she talked, but Emily didn’t think it
 
 was that bad. “I’ve never thought about that before.”
 
 “If you asked her, would she tell you?”
 
 “Never. She never talks about anything that happened
 
 before she met my dad. It never would have happened after
 
 that. She’s too good of a wife to let anything like that go down.
 
 It makes me wonder. Why does she never talk about that?
 
 Before my dad? I know almost nothing.”
 
 Dani didn’t respond since it was a rhetorical question. She
 
 bit off another bite of apple and chewed. “What about your
 
 mom’s parents?”
 
 “My grandparents? They’re all prim and proper. They’d
 
 disown her if they knew about something happening like that.
 
 If it did, she never would have told them.”
 
 “So, do your parents love each other or what?”
 
 Emily shrugged. “I think it’s more of an or what. They’ve
 
 been married for a long time. They have zero spark left.”