Page 94 of East (The Moral Compass 3)

“How often do you go without a bra?” He looks at me with those “fuck me” eyes.

“Whenever I’m in comfy clothes. If I wear close-fitting clothes, I wear one. No one wants to see me with nipple on.”

“I do.” He laughs. “So anytime I want to bite your nipple, all I have to do is this…” He lift up my sweatshirt and takes one whole in his mouth.

“Hmm hmm.” I hum and nod at the same time as my lady parts scream.Fuck being on your period, East. Let him have it if he wants it.

But my head says to shut the fuck up. We are not at that stage yet, and maybe we never will be.

As he bites and sucks on both breasts, I start thinking maybe, just maybe my lady parts are right, and as if he can sense I’m having a battle of wills, he stops.

“We are not going to have sex, East. I might be a full-blooded male, but I can wait until you’ve finished your period. However, that doesn’t mean I can’t give you pleasure and make you come in other ways.”

What the hell is he talking about?

He takes one nipple in his mouth and licks and flicks his tongue, his hand holds my other breast, and he starts to tap really gently on the raised, hard nipple. Oh hell…

After a few minutes of the most relaxing pleasure, I feel myself starting to clench. Then, the orgasm starts to rise and flow right through my body. My body screams for him to be inside me, but as he continues and my orgasm peaks, I feel a satisfied smile appear on his mouth which is still holding my now very sensitive nipple.

“How the hell did you do that?” I ask breathlessly. “Actually, no… I don’t want to know!”

He starts to laugh. “Smart phones are good for finding stuff out, you know. I had a little search going on while you were on the phone with the doctor.”

“Oh! So, you’ve never done that before?” I ask cautiously.

“Never! You are the one and only. I swear. Check my internet history if you want.” He laughs.

“No, I believe you,” I say. “Do you want me to… you know…?”

“No! We don’t play tit for tat, East. If you want to suck my dick, by all means, go for it, but don’t ever feel you have to as a way of paying me back for doing something that gives me so much enjoyment. You don’t know how fucking stunning you look when you come. Watching your eyes go from bright blue to a deep sapphire as your orgasm takes over your body is the most beautiful thing in the world.”

“Jesus, Zed, what did they do to you in that police station? Where has all this sweet talk come from?”

“I had nothing else to do but think.”

“About what?”

“Us. You, me, and what my future looked like. I meant it before I went to Vegas. I want to give us a real go.”

“So do I,” I whisper. His words are so soft and warm, and the emotion behind them starts to affect my eyes.

I push him off me quickly and roll off the sofa. “Shall I make us something to eat?”

“East…? Did I say something wrong?”

“No, Zed. What you said was beautiful, and you very nearly made me cry. I can’t ever let you see me do that.”

“Why? It wasn’t because you were upset, then?”

“No.”

I explain about West, South, and North, and how they used to make me cry, and it gave them greater power over me and my life.

“I’ll never use your tears against you, East. I never want to make you cry unless they are happy tears, and if I do, then that’s on me, not on you. I’ll be the arsehole if that ever happens. It’s no reflection on you and, East, your brothers were young. They wouldn’t want to see you cry now. Jesus, they are so protective over you. South shot Matias’s dick off because he threatened you.”

“I suppose, but I’m used to hiding it now.”

“You don’t have to hide anything.”

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